𝐄𝐧𝐡𝐲𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝟖𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫

𝙄'𝙢 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 !!!!

𝗠𝗮𝘆 𝟵 , 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟭

I was getting dressed at the company because I'm surprising the boys today, I'm coming back for a hiatus and it was a nice long break but I missed the boys . I just got my hair finished, so it was time for me to get in the van that took me to inkigayo , we pulled up to the building and I covered my head with a blanket and I ran inside the building then I headed to the dressing room. I seen are manager outside the room waiting for me then I handed him the blanket and the manager headed inside to get the boys to come outside for a photo then I hide behind a wall so when they walked out they can't see me . The boys came out the room walked and went to the white wall then they took a picture and the next picture, i walked next to heesung and Jake then i put my arms around them and they turned there head slowly to see me then i smiled at them and heesung yelled my name then picked me up which surprised me because i didn't know that he was going to pick me up then the rest of the boys stood up quickly and turned to me . Heesung put me down and all the boys hugged me , which made me happy because it shows that they missed me then I felt my eyes started to water , Sunghoon asked for a tissue and I started to cry and I tried not to cry but i couldn't hold it back then Sunghoon wiped my tears 

Jungwon:uljima eunji (don't cry eun-ji)

Eun-ji:nan neohui moduga nal geuliwohaji anh-eul geolago saeng-gaghaessneunde (i thought y'all wouldn't miss me)

Jake:ulineun dangsin-eul geuliwohal geos-ibnida. dangsin-eun i geulub-e haengbog-eul gajyeodajubnida (ofc we would miss you , you bring happiness in this group)

Heesung:neowa seon-uga i geulub-e haengboggwa jeulgeoum-eul gajyeodajunikka ulido jongjong neoleul geuliwohal geos gat-a (you and sunoo bring happiness and the fun in this group , so ofc we would miss you)

I nodded my head and I hug all of the boys again then Sunghoon wiped my tears away , we walked back in the dressing room and I quickly got my makeup fixed again then I got mic up and we went to the stage then i walked on stage last so i could surprise are friends. I walked on the stage and are fans yelled and cheered then I felt myself about to cry again. I was about to walk off stage when jay walked to me quickly and grabbed my hand pulling me to the other boys 

Eun-ji:neone nal tto ulge mandeul geo gat-a (yall going to make me cry again)

Engene :ulji maseyo (don't cry)

Then i laughed about them not telling me to not cry , jay grabbed a tissue from the staff and started to wipe my tears away making the fans say aww then i felt my face heat up so i put my face on Jay shoulder looking away from the crowd then they started to cheer and chanting. 

Sunoo:teuleking-e anj-a issneun jeiwa eunji( jay and eun-ji sitting in a tre-)

Eun-ji:Don't finish that sentence sunoo

I glare at him then he started laughing at me , I shook my head and we were told that it was time to start recording so I quickly got in my spot and I waved to the fans , which they told us good luck. I felt a hand grab my arm and pulled me back a little bit then i looked down to see , I was to far ahead of the t tap on the floor then i looked around the room and i heard someone yelled my name making me smile that the fans really miss me then i heard the count down in my ear -in 

아름답고 황홀해
반짝이는 내 각막은 다이아몬드
규칙 없는 세계는
전부 뒤집혀 뒤집혀 서있어

Turning up the party, now
하늘엔 내 발이, Wow
사람들은 Ha ha, high
내 귓속에는 La la, loud
눈부셔, Baby
이 조명, Shining
We're in love with this carnival

사실 무서워 난
출렁이는 잔속 이 취한 세계
그 끝엔 목이 타는 내 맘
But I just wanna stay

느껴져, 내 머린 Daze, daze, daze
중독에 빠져 Replay, play, play
원함 원하는 대로
갈 때까지 가봐 Go
나를 가둔 Carnival wow, wow
다시 내 심장이 Daze, daze, daze
Can't control my body dance, dance, dance
달콤한 이 향기도
붉은빛 송곳니도
즐겨봐, 이 Carnival wow, wow

Mmm 경계선을 넘어 날 불러 날
모든 것이 바뀌어, 모두 무너져
잠긴 문 너머 손 뻗어 난
고통이 날 반겨, 갈증의 향연

사실 두려워 난
거울 속의 내가 낯설기만 해
이 가면 뒤 초라한 진실
But I never escape

느껴져, 내 머린 Daze, daze, daze
중독에 빠져 Replay, play, play
원함 원하는 대로
갈 때까지 가봐 Go
나를 가둔 Carnival wow, wow
다시 내 심장이 Daze, daze, daze
Can't control my body dance, dance, dance
달콤한 이 향기도
붉은빛 송곳니도
즐겨봐, 이 Carnival wow, wow

나에게 주어진 그 빛
성화의 불길 Ah
주인이 될 때까지 Imma ride

느껴져, 내 머린 Daze, daze, daze
중독에 빠져 Replay, play, play
원함 원하는 대로
갈 때까지 가봐 Go
나를 가둔 Carnival wow, wow
다시 내 심장이 Daze, daze, daze
Can't control my body dance, dance, dance
달콤한 이 향기도
붉은빛 송곳니도
즐겨봐, 이 Carnival wow, wow

난 나를 깨워
심장을 태워
내 꿈을 채워
난 나를 깨워
심장을 태워
내 꿈을 채워

The song ended and I grab my hair to put it behind me then I smooth out my hair , I looked at the monitor and I seen that I was on the screen mixing my hair then quickly i looked up and started to pose by flipping my hair and winking at the camera then we where told that we're good to go then I waved to the fans while saying walking off the stage then I grab my fan and put it close to my face and I drank some of my water . We made are way back to the dressing room where I crash on the couch because I was tired and it was are break so I turned my fan off then I put my water back in the create then i grabbed my blanket from my bag and I took a nap on the couch for about almost two hours but I get woken up to the light being turned on making me groan then I put the blanket on my face and went back to sleep for only a little bit because someone took the blanket off my face slowly then i opened my eyes slowly to see Jay waking me up then I sat up off the couch , he flat my hair down and I laid my head on his chest then he kissed my head . I got off the couch to grab my food after I got my food , I sat on the floor and ate my food with my chop sticks, it was really good special when waking up from a nap and when I got something to drink it was almost empty then i looked up to see the boys looking at me 

Eun-ji:What? 

Jake:Your drinking that juice kind of fast 

Eun-ji:sorry I was kind of thirsty 

I threw my stuff in the trash and i started to stretch my body out by bending my back backwards then I went in the hallway to take pictures for myself, after I was done taking the picture i looked at them on my phone then I heard my name being called so i looked up to see ni-ki asking me to come here so i gave my phone to the manager and i walked over to ni-ki and he wanted to make a TikTok with him which i did after we were finished with the TikTok i went back to taking more pictures of myself and i went back in the dressing to pack up my stuff then we went back on stage a little bit later to finish out with inkigayo . We went off stage and I waved to the camera as I walked by the camera then we shortly went back to the dorm , where I took a shower and chill for the rest of the day then I remembered that I took pictures so I went on instagram and posted