Hey hey guys I wrote this with Oswin_14 today in class over email. we do some much work at school these days I swear. anyways this probaly wont make any sense if you havent watched sherlock. thank you and good luck young children!
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"CAN YOU DO ONE LAST FAVOR FOR ME SHERLOCK? DON'T BE DEAD, JUST STOP IT, STOP THIS." John stops his rant for a moment and breaks down into tears
"I can't do this without you Sherlock, I just can't okay?"
'I'm sorry john I'm so so sorry but I did it to save your life" whispered Sherlock while hiding in the shadows behind the grave
As soon as the words were out of Sherlock's mouth he knew that he had spoken too loud. "WHAT THE HELL!!! SHERLOCK??? I THINK I AM GOING INSANE!!! No! It can't be he's dead I saw his body. He wouldn't do this to me. He would at least contact me." John screamed.
*******john decides to visit the physiatrist to help sort out his problems*******
John thought that the physiatrist looked a bit unusual but didn't comment, he wasn't one to judge. "So John you mentioned that you were hearing voices?"
"not voices just one, just his, just Sherlock's. But it can't be, its impossible" murmured John, as he struggled to get the words out.
"so when did you start hearing his voice, when did you last hear his voice?"
John had to really think back to when he had heard the voice he had been so caught up in mourning Sherlock... Sherlock's death. He hadn't thought much about hear deep, soothing voice. Suddenly all of the madness of the week caught up with John and as he struggled to hold back the tears "The... the first and last time I heard his voice was... was, on the day of his funeral." Said John, still struggling to get the words out "I can't... I can't live without him, he was my whole world and now it's all over. Theres nothing I can do to end this pain, exept kill myself and i know that's not what sherlock would want me to do."
"Well maybe it was Sherlock we can't be sure he didn't fake is death after he faked all of that incredible intelligence." mused the psychiatrist. Upon seeing the upset look on Johns face she added "at least then Sherlock wouldn't be dead and you two could resume you're lives together"
"MAYBE HE DIDN'T!!! AND MAYBE HE'S ACTUALLY DEAD OR MAYBE JUST MAYBE HE SURVIVED THE FALL SOMEHOW" and with that John stormed out of the office
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Sherlocked (a Johnlock fanfic)
FanfictionAfter Sherlock jumped off St. Bart's Johns life was a mess and the only person who could help him sort out his life was dead. Deep down in his heart John knew that his best friend would never love him back... But a man can hope right?
