Don't Leave Me (a zodiac sign fanfic)

Chapter 20 A missing scorpion

Warning- swearing, suicide attempt, self-harm

Scorpio's POV
"Ophiuchus, where are you?" I sighed. Where could he be? I'm running out of places to look for him. He wouldn't go to another country, right? He wouldn't leave us. But he did. He's gone. Is he really gone? Why did he leave? Because he hates you. He hates the rest of the zodiac signs and the ZSS. Shut up. He loves us. Does he? Ugh. Why am I arguing with myself? Because you're a crazy person. Maybe that's why no one likes the new Scorpio... You should just kill yourself and end the pain. Should I...? Start with cutting yourself. You'll feel much better. Okay. I should go back to the mansion. You will never regret this. If you kill yourself, Virgo will realize that you are not a scaredy cat and that you're not afraid of death. I'll show her what kind of person I really am. I hope Capricorn didn't freak out. I was gone for a while.

(at the mansion)

I took a deep breathe in and knocked on the door.

"He...llo? Scorpio! Your back!"

"Yeah. Can I come in?"

"Of course you can! You must be hungry! Should I tell Taurus to cook something? Do you want to rest first?"

"It's fine. I'm going to take a shower. Did Capricorn freak out?"

"Yes, she did! She went outside to find you! Canc went to find you with her."

"Really? I feel really bad for making them do that..."

"I'm sure they will forgive you. Did you find Ophiuchus?"

"No. I looked everywhere for him, but he's gone."

"Did he try to talk to you again?"

"He didn't. I hope he's okay."

"Me too. Should I call Capricorn and Canc and tell them that you're back?"

"Oh..umm...yeah."

"Oh okay. After you take a shower, I need to ask you some questions. Virgo didn't tell me what happened specifically."

"Okay."

I went upstairs to take a shower. I was still soaked from the rain and I can organize my thoughts while taking a shower. (after taking a shower) I dried my hair and went to the living room. Libra looked at me and smiled.

"Scorpio, I think it's better if we talk in my room. Is that okay with you?"

"Sure."

We went to Libra's room and after Libra locked her room door, she began to talk.

"So...Virgo told me that Capricorn and Canc went outside to look for you because they were worried about you. Virgo didn't tell me anything else, but Leo told me that Virgo let you go outside when it was raining a lot. Is that true?"

"Yes. She said that no one likes the new Scorpio and when I told her that I was going to kill myself, she said that I'm too scared to kill myself and if I manage to kill myself, I would go to hell."

"She said what? How could she say that to you? Virgo is so dead."

"...She's right though...."

"...What do you mean?"

"No one likes the new Scorpio."

"Scorpio, you are the same Scorpio who got his soul taken by Ophiuchus. You are still kind, caring, funny and brave. You are a great person who deserves to be loved. Okay?"

"That's what everyone tells me. How do I know that you're telling the truth?"

"I-"

"My parents never loved me."