I Am Not Allowed To Love You Tae || Taekook

chapter 5

After handing jungkook his coffee, Taehyung returned to his room. As he lay on the bed, contemplating something profound, his room door opened without a knock, and he immediately got to his feet.

Are you really here at this late hour? Do you need anything? Did you eat? If so, let me warm your food." Taehyung said concerning, for jimin.

Please stop it, baby. Please stop pretending to smile. I know you're hurt, and you don't deserve this, let's go together." Jimin held Taehyung's hand tightly but Taehyung stops him.

Hey, Hyungiee, where are you taking me?" Taehyung asked, raising a brow.

We're not staying here, let's go out of this hell, and Hyung, as far as I know, will never change and will never forgive you. He's nothing but a monster in human body." Jimin said trying to make Taehyung understand.

Please, Hyungiee, stop shouting. I'm alright; I don't understand your concerns about what happened to me." Taehyung said, taking his hand out of Jimin's grasp.

Cmon, Hyung is torturing you mentally and physically. Let's go; you're too innocent to stay here any longer while he tortures you." Jimin uttered irritatingly.

Enough with the nonsense, Hyunggiee. We're destined to this home, so we can't leave Hyung alone. You're hungry, I know it. Wait here, and I'll make your favorite japc---"

I said,Let's leave this hell, you're blind to understand the situation." Jimin sarcastically laughed. "EVERY DAY IS BECOMING WORSE, TAEHYUNG WHY YOU'RE TOLERATING THIS."

Hearing that Taehyung retreated when jimin attempted to be held in his hand, hesitant to offend jimin with his behavior.

"You go from here, I won't talk to you. I'll never leave Hyung alone; he needs me and he can't live without me." Taehyung said plainly.

you're so oblivious to his hate that you can't even see how he's torturing and hurting you and making you-one day his hate will kill you." Jimin raised his head and whispered something harsh since he doesn't like what he's saying about his own brother.

You have my mistrust." Taehyung uttered blankly.

Oh, then please don't trust him either." Jimin paused to read Taehyung who seemed puzzled and confused. "because I can see how blindly you're trusting over a man who's now an expert in hurting and abusing you idiot."

Tears began to pour down Taehyung's cheeks; his heart was ripping through every syllable that was spitting on his face, and his mind became disoriented and stopped working.

Please stop saying such horrible things please." Taehyung covers his ear but Jimin doesn't mind it at all. "Hyung is not harming me, and I'm not hurt." Taehyung keeps repeating these words, not for Jimin but for himself.

I'll wait patiently for the day when you beg me to save you from his torment, and take you out of this hell." Saying that jimin left the room closing the door harshly on Taehyung's face.

Taehyung sobbed. "that day you'll take my body because my soul would be dead hyungie... i trust my jungkook hyung he will never let me go from his side he- he needs me so do I, Hyung will forgive me and love me he has to do it." was Taehyung mantra as he lay on his bed, eyeing the ceiling.

This four wall had seen and endured everything from the very start, more than any other person knows about Taekook's real life story.

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The next morning, when Jimin arrived, Taehyung was sitting with his hands cupping his cheeks and not touching the food.

Hyungie has breakfast----"