I Am Not Allowed To Love You Tae || Taekook

chapter 15

They were talking a nap when they heard Jungkook's phone vibrate on the headboard.

Taehyung opened hie eyes and noticed Jungkook was the first to withdraw himself.

They stare at each other and Taehyung begins to say "Hyung y-"

"Why didn't you go with them? Go already." The first word Jungkook spoke after emerging from his little space, anytime he worried or freaked out, he lost consciousness in the meanwhile, it all began when he lost his mother twenty years ago; only Taehyung comforted him in his severe condition and dealt with his traumas.

I'm not going anywhere with anyone---." Jungkook couldn't let Taehyung finish, he tugged his locks behind his ear very quietly and delicately with his fingers and backed away, like if touching him for more than a second he would ruin him.

Don't make me clarify it again, there's nothing for you to wait for, and they've been waiting too long, go to them." When Jungkook said so, Taehyung's eyes brightened with tears at his harsh words.

How about you ? What about us ? You built our house for me, and I made this house home for you---- you told me I have to live here whether I wanted to or not," Taehyung insisted on holding his arm. 

"There's no us, it's just you and me, and we're not in destiny, so you don't have to care about me." Jungkook tried to explain to his Taehyung.

You are mine, thus I will be the only one to care for you, whether you want me to or not. I will change our fate where we are separated; we were meant to be together. Do you get that?" Taehyung scoffed and repeatedly poked his nail into Jungkook's chest.

Taehyung slammed the door behind Jungkook, who was overcome with grief in his heart and restless since he knew he would eventually leave him. With a loud bang, the door opened again to reveal Jin and Jimin in front him.

"Why are you torturing him again, Hyung? "Why can't you just stop this and tell her the truth?" Jimin said.

Put an end to everything immediately, before things spiral out of control. Please accept him jungkook before it is too late and you lose the only light in the darkness you have made in your thoughts. Jungkook, Taehyung's not weak when it comes to you, he's not only up to go against us but he can crush the world for you, he considers you his everything." Jin said in a stern yet dulcet voice.

Jungkook laughed while listening to them. "Since I'm the same person hiding behind his anguish and suffering, why are you making this speech when you both desired it from the beginning?". Jungkook asked them in a harsh tone.

No, we never wanted you two apart; it's you who doesn't get the idea; we want to get rid of his agony, not his soul, belief, or devotion," Jimin yelled passionately.

I shouldn't be in his heart, Jimnah; I don't deserve him." Jungkook gave them a sorrowful face, "I'm not allowed to accept his love and not be allowed to give the love back."

You're the only duffer I've seen so far, you idiot, why can't you see he cr-"

Taehyung needs to hate me." Jungkook said not listening to Jimin.

ASK YOUR HEART, DO YOU WANT HIM TO HATE YOU, nor have you ever hated him!  WHY DOES HE WANT TO BE WITH YOU? he feels safe with you so does you. WHAT YOU THINK HE'S YOUR MISTRESS, YOUR SL*T OR WH*RE OR HE'S TRYING TO GET-"

IS YOUR TIME UP IN THIS WORLD, BROTHER." Jungkook said, choking Jimin to de*th. Jin intervened to remove Jimin from Jungkook's de*th grasp. "DARING ENOUGH TO SAY SHIT ABOUT MY PERSON, WOHH... HOW BAD IF YOU DIE IN MY HANDS, BUT I WON'T LET YOU GO THIS EASILY." Jungkook said, jimin struggled, his legs up in the air throwing here and there, jin punched Jungkook but it didn't budge him a bit, Jungkook was such a demon in human form, and there's no lie in it, Jimin became his prey that day.