[8] 𝐼'𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅

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Thank you @azndiba for the request :)!!!

Self harm turns into fluff

Oliver POV:

We were all downstairs waiting for Ryan to join so we could start recording our video for the day, but he was still not joining us so I went upstairs to see what he was up to.

I'd made it to his room knocking on the door not hearing a response so I knocked again with still no response. So then I got worried. I opened the door to see no one inside his room, then I got even more worried.

I'd looked all over his room to see no one so I made it to his bathroom and opened the door to see Ryan slouched on his floor with a big opened cut wound on his forearm. I tried waking him up but he wasn't waking but he was breathing.

I'd gone through his bathroom to find a safety kit and couldn't find anything so I put him on top of his sink, then that's when he finally woke up. "What are you doing?" He asked, "you bleeding" is the only thing I can say I was trying to focus on his wound. He looked at me and asked "Why do you care if I'm hurt?" I stopped trying to clean his wound and ripped a part of my shirt and tied around his arm, then I looked at him with the most sincere eyes and asked, "You're my friend, why would you even do this?" He just looked away from me, and murmured something.

He tried to leave the bathroom, but I held his arm back and asked him again "why would you even do this?" He looked at me and I could see the tears in his eyes. He then told me he had been reading some of his hate comments and he was feeling more depressed lately then he read more hate comments from his last video and most of them said 'off yourself' so then he decided he would.

I couldn't do anything but just hug him and say "It's alright I'll help don't worry" and decided we won't go and film a video, so I could watch him and make sure he's okay, and we fell asleep.

The end, sorry this was bad!!!

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