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7.

It's been a whole month since I've talked to Monica and shit has definitely changed my husband has been abusing me physically

Flashback-

Yes girl ima call you back I'm finna walk through this door no telling what all I gotta clean now.......

.........

Ye alright bye friend love you

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I put my phone in my purse and walked into the house and as soon as I walk in I feel a slap on my face

Him- WHY YOU LET THAT BITCH HIT ME!

My eye started twitching bad as hell

He grabbed me by my hair and dragged me around and I was just screaming until he let me go and went upstairs

Flashback over-

Ever since that day I've been empty, sad,mad,depressed everything I pray everyday I pray everything gets better I hope Monica comes for me one day before it's to late

He left to go out of state but not before telling me "you better not try no shit or your grandmothers gravestone name would be changed to mine"

That hurt..that hurt a lot actually

But he also to me go grocery shopping and come back home no thing more nothing less

Fast forward ⏩ at the store

While I'm getting groceries I hear laughter it brought me back to when I used to laugh then I accidentally hit something with my basket

I froze and got so scared

I I i i am very sorry i Said  Head low

It's co ma look up tho

I looked up so fast

Kim?

I i have to go before he get me

Who baby? Who gon get you and why you shaking? Kim what happened to you

I um things happened and I'm im sorry but I don't have a phone haven't had it since I dropped you off and um I hope you haven't moved on it's just so much that happened to me I love you so much just don't forget me I might not be here long after today-

Babe? Monica who is this?

Um this is Kimberly

Oh hi Kimberly I'm Jordan Monica's girlfriend

it's nice to meet you but I have to go now see you on the other said moon

After I walked away I let my tears fall while I wiped them they continue to fall

Monica-

Moon? Moon? Moon? I repeat in my head trying to remember what it meant

'I'll see you on the other side' what did she mean?

"I might not be here long after today" what did she mean?

"I love you so much don't forget me"

My head was spinning right now I hope she isn't goin do anything I've been losing my sanity every since she stop talking to me but she said she didn't have a phone since she dropped me off...

I'm going over there I have to this isn't right

Kim pov-

I made it back Home and I put the groceries away I went and found my phone to send my message.

Hey Monica... ik I Said i didn't have my phone and I swear I didn't I just wanted you to know that since the night I dropped you off and came back home he has been abusing me and now I chose to not take anymore dead or alive I quit. I hope you don't think the worst of me I had to do what I could for my kids and myself I do love you so much I prayed that you were kept safe and for myself to make it out but my way is way tougher.. just wanted you to know I never forget about you and never forget me I love you moon you have me forever enjoy your new life baby💔❤️‍🩹.

Sent 5:45

I turned off the phone and put on
(Wait by neo)

(Talk to me 'cause I can read your mind
Tell me the truth even though it might kill me
We both know that we're just wasting time
Trying to survive instead of just feeling)

"I looked at pictures of me, the kids, Monica crying"

We're emotional
But we're worth it all
Oh, wait, we ain't perfect, we ain't perfect, wait
The only way to learn is through mistakes
Trying to run away is only human
But if we stay then we might make it home
Yeah, we might make it, we might make it home

"Flipping through the pictures my tears wet up the pages"

Oh, we might make it, we might make it home
It's okay that we don't have it all
Oh-oh, 'cause the pain never waits for the fall
Maybe we should stay

"I start singing the song while looking out the window probably for the last time"

I know that it's worth it if we stay
The only way to feel it is to break
Trying to run away is only human

"Damm I Said as the song hits me"

But if we stay then we might make it home
Yeah, we might make it, we might make it home
We might make it, we might make it home
Oh, we should stay so we can make it home

The song ends and the doorbell rings at that moment I'm scared as hell what if it's him

Kim open the door!!!

I walk to it and stand there I don't wanna get her in this

PLEASE KIM PLEASE! She slid down the door crying  and it's breaking my heart

Star please open the door please

I open the door with shaking hands

She ran to me and picked me up and took me to the car threw me in and drove off with me screaming no the whole time

Moon you have to bring me back he- he's gonna get me and you please I kept him away From you so you don't get hurt

Kim baby he ain gettin me shi she dead Already

You killed him?

Yes

Thank you Monica

You welcome baby

What you doin out late you should be home with your girlfriend she's going to think your cheating or something

I needed to get you that's why I'm out late ma

Oh sorry

It's coo and I love you to

You can't love me...

How come?

Because your taken and I'm broken

I'm not taken and I don't care your broken I will love you always ma

But the girl said that-

I broke up with her