Jake webber x Johnnie guilbert/Jahnnie | ONESHOTS |

you Don't own me!

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Tw: fighting, yelling, smoking

Angst ig?

Jake's pov:

Tonight i asked Johnnie If he wanted to go to a bar with me since he doesn't leave his Room And i wanted to spend Time with him. I was suprised that he agreed And also exited. I thought that tonight was gonna Be fun, but i was wrong. Right now I'm sitting And looking at Johnnie who's dancing with some girl. They looked both pretty drunk. The girl was dancing so close to him, too close. I was so jealous, The whole night all Johnnie has done is danced with that girl. Why with her? I mean she's not that pretty. I know that sounds mean but it's true. Why wasn't Johnnie dancing with him? Johnnie came here to spend Time with Jake not some random girl. 'god i sound like i'm obsessed with him' i thought. 'why am i this jealous i'm not his boyfriend of anything' i wish i was.

I stared at The girl Johnnie was dancing with. She had Black long hair, Black skirt with matching top And long lash extensions. She is exatly johnnie's type. What is she that i'm not? How is she better than me? 'she's girl'
Right.
Why am i even thinking these things, johnnie's straight he always Been And always will. Why can't i just Be Happy for him. Why can't i have fun without getting jealous over Every fucking person who Even talks to him. Why do i have to love him. I would do anything to not love him but i can't just stop. It's not that easy especially when everything he does Make me love him Even More. I keep staring at The two for a while until i can't take it anymore.

I started to walk where tthe two were. I tapped Johnnie on his Back. He turned around looking at me confused. "Johnnie we need to leave" i Said annoyed. " You can leave If you want i can get an Uber". Johnnie Said not wanting to leave yet. "No you're coming with me" i Said. I didn't Even realise what i was saying. It just came. "What Jake i'm not gonna leave now" Johnnie Said. I got impatient and grapped his hand And started to walk away. Johnnie Tried to free his hand "wtf Jake let go of me" Johnnie Said. I didn't answer And brought him to My car and pushed him in. I started to drive home until Johnnie spoke. "Why did you do that" Johnnie asked mad. " She was too close to you" i mumbled. "Why does it matter to you how close i am to a girl, you don't own me!" He Said Even More angry. "Why are you acting like we are together" he Said. " Cause i wish we were" i thought. "What did you just say" Johnnie asked. Fuck fuck fuck i Said it out loud. "N-nothing" "now you're making this weird again. Jake just tell me The truth what IS your problem here? I'm just tryna have fun And you're ruining IT with your weird act" Johnnie Said. " You wanna know what's My problem? You. You are My problem" i Said. "WTF DID I DO TO YOU" He yelled "EVERYTIME WHEN I'M TALKING TO SOMEONE ELSE YOU START ACTING THIS WAY AND BLAIMG ME FOR IT, IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT YOU'RE LIKE IN LOVE WITH ME OR SOMETHING" "AND WHAT IF I AM? WHAT IF I FUCKING AM IN LOVE WITH YOU" i yelled. Johnnie's face dropped. He looked shoked. Shit why did i tell him that, i probably ruined our friendship. Why am i so stupid.

The whole ride was silent. When we got home Johnnie Went to his Room. I Went outside And sat down. I took a cigarette out of My pocket And lit it. I stared at The dark blue sky thoughts spinning trough My Head " what The fuck do i do now" i sighed And inhaled The cigarette.

A/n i Don't like this at all but i wanted to write some angst

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