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sex
kinks
things that should be possible irl
death
abuse
rape
abortion
miscarriage
blood
murder
violence
drugs
don't like what is listed don't read on
female oc name is- Brittani Liverton
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I have this great thing going with Jax the v.p of the Samcro biker club. him and I are similar to friends with benefits only we don't fuck anyone else and we aren't dating each other. though he's asked me time and time again. and I keep telling him I cant.
it's not that I don't want to it's just I am afraid of losing him or having my heart ripped out of my chest.
Apart from having his kids, and being his ol'lady, there isn't anything more in this world I want than to be with Jax. and I've often tried to tell him why I keep turning him down. but the words fail me.
there isn't any hate with his club family and I or his blood family and I.
its just me myself that is preventing myself from having happiness and having al that I could ever dream of and more.
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A/N: not really sure how this will pan out but we'll see
unknown number of chapters and chapter lengths vary.
