When we left the gender revel appointment we headed to the clubhouse where everyone was.
Jax and I headed into the clubhouse and the first two people he seen was his dad and brother.
"well am I getting a niece or nephew?" Tom Tom asked
"Newphew named Abel" Jax says
Tom Tom wrapped his arm around Jax's neck and gave him a noogie.
"way to go bro. hope he is like us Teller men. strong,fighters, and doesn't quit" Tom tom says
"me too Tom Tom" I replied
"I don't want him to have the Teller flaw" Jax says
JT looked at him as did Tom Tom.
"and if he does?" I asked
he looks at me seeing I have my arms folded and looking at I'm like don't fucking say something stupid.
"if he does we'll loose him" he says
"brother don't be stupid" Tom Tom says
"your mother and I didn't lose or Tommy. you both have the Teller flaw and look at you both. grown men who when they were born they fought to stay here. yeah Tommy died for a split second but he fought to come back. and you we honestly thought you'd not make it to even be born but you fought to be here and you're still fighting." JT says
"I know but I'm scared" Jax says
"you don't think she isn't. I mean she'll be going through the pain of birth and then possibly not seeing her baby till they fix his heart if he has the flaw. " Tom Tom says
Jax looked at me and seen tears brimming my eyes.
He pulled me into his arms and held me.
"I'm sorry. I wont abandon you or Abel. I'll be there through everything. if he has what us Teller's have I'll be by your side and I'll be his second biggest supporter." he says as he wiped the unshed tears away.
"swear?" I asked
"I do" he says
I nodded my head.
"you abandon us when we will need you or you abandon Abel. I'm taking him,divorcing you and leaving. I will not take him from JT, Tom Tom or Gemma but you, I will not allow you to be around him or me." I say
"I'm not gonna abandon either of you. I'll talk to you about my fears and we'll face them together. I wont walk away" he says
"that's all I ask" I tell him
He gives me a kiss and apologizes again before he and I head out to the garage and share the news with Gemma.
