Father and the waiter (ThirdReich x Soviet Union) (ThirdUnion)) (Completed)

17.

Reich was in bed looking at ceiling not being able to sleep. He look at his right seeing Soviet who was sleeping and hugging him not letting go "he acts like we are a real couple" Reich tried moving away but Soviet only pulled him back and hold even tighter "...Sowjet..." but he heard only snoring from bigger man "at least I am sure he is asleep...but I can't sleep...now that I know the truth..."

Next day he lift up and go downstairs expecting nobody as it was a work week. But he saw Soviet looking at his laptop

"You awake? I will make you coffee" he put a laptop down and got up

"Why you home?" Reich walked to him and grabbed end of his shirt

"Mm? Well I called off work and said I will be needed to work off home because of family problems" Soviet look down at his hand that was holding him

"So you would be home all the time?"

"Yeah..."

"That means I am free to leave" but Russian stayed silent "Sowjet-" Soviet grabbed him and lift up pinning on the wall kissing deeply with tongue "so he will just keep me here as a hole...didn't think you would turn out to be that kind of a man" slowly he broke it "so I need to leave"

"What?...no.." Soviet whined "I just didn't wanna answe your question"

"I won't stay here as your hole"

"...well what do you wanna be"

"I-" Reich look other way "...I don't know...nothin-...I really don't know" he snuggels in Russian's arms "just make me a coffee"

"Wanna cuddle first...?"

"...Yeah" he moved away and kiss him again

Soon they were on couch cuddling and as Reich was smoking while drinking his coffee

"...do you wanna be my real boyfriend"

Reich drop his cigarette and look at him shocked "what-"

"Do you wanna date me for real"

"You have enough shit to deal with. Dating me would only bring you more stuff to worry about"

"I want be with you. I like you..."

"...I have a drug dept that is around a million euros..I can't being you into this"

"I love you" Soviet squeezed him "I don't know why I felt so fast in love with you...but I just know I can't let you go"

Reich sniff "Well you did once"

"What do you mean...?"

He got up and pick his cigarette up that was on the floor "nothing. I got my emotions to the best of me"

Soviet look down and got up too "Reich...be my real boyfriend"

"No"

"Why? Don't you love me too. At least like...?"

Reich look at him "I do...have feelings for you, but last night I remembered some stuff and I need to think about them"

"Well let me help you. Tell me...is it because you found out who my dad is?...do you own him some kind of money"

"No...no...maybe i should go to the cafe today"

"Let me drive you"

"...I...no I can do it alone"

"You don't drive...tell me what is happening"

"...you" Reich look up for few seconds then back at him with tears in his eyes "don't you remember me?"

"...what?" Soviet looked shocked and confused

Reich push him off only "I am going home"

"Wait? Back to your apartment?"

"Yes! You are staying home so I am useless here! And don't give me that crap about being a real boyfriend! I am full of dept addictions and family issues! If you want somebody to be your bf find a good guy who is willing to be a father too!"

"Reich- but I want you-"

"You don't know me!"

"I do! We been knowing each other for two months! And you been living with me for two weeks! I want you not only in bed but also in my life!"

"Go fuck yourself!" Reich grab his phone and put shoes on

Soviet grabbed his worst "please stop! I really felt for you!"

"You don't know me!"

"Let me know you!"

Reich only jerk his hand away "Then you won't just forget me again! Or hate me!" He open the doors and run outside

Soviet got out to follow him but as he got out reich was already gone "...what?...but he is a slow runner...I will just go later to him..." he got back inside

As Reich took a deep breath hiding behind a wall. He got up and started walking home looking down "maybe I was too hard on him...he just wanted me to be his boyfriend...but how could he forget us...all we were back then...Was it...really nothing" soon Reich got inside his apartment and just felt on the bed crying heavily. Ignoring his phone that was heavily buzzing "FUCK GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" Out of desperation he took the little box he had hidden under a bed and took out a syringe and some pills

Later he was in the same bed staring at the ceiling finally calm. His vain bleeding but it didn't bother him "...I am so stupid...I should have stayed with him...FUCK!" He grabbed his phone and ignored all missed calls from before just calling Soviet

Who immediately answered "Reich?...you better?"

"...are Belarus and Ukraine home?...it's late"

Soviet blush gently "...yeah, and Russia is still choosing a new school to transfer to"

"I just wanted to know that"

"...Reich...can you come back...let's ignore what had happened today and yesterday...go back to how it was"

"No...not before..." Reich sniff "before you remember me" he said in crying voice

"Remember you...but first time we meet was at coffee shop"

"Fuck you" Reich hung up "...Idiot...We used to be lovers...what made you forget us...why...I thought...I thought I was important to you...and after giving you so many obvious hints...you can't remember..."
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