Hey guysss :) this is my first fanfiction so please tell me what you think of it ^.^ i know it's not great but i did my best soooo here you go :)
*your POV**
"Uugh" you groan as you search for your alarm clock which is ringing noisily and it's starting to piss you off.
"Goddammit" you murmur as you open your eyes to an empty bedside table.
As you bend down from your bed smashing the alarm clock you hear your dad shouting "(y/n) get up! You're gonna be late for school again!"
'Great' you think to yourself 'another day of constant bullshit'. No one in your family knows what happens as soon as you enter your school. No one knows how you wish you could have just stayed home and not go to school. No one knows...
You get up, go to the bathroom to shower and wash your teeth and brush your (h/c) hair. You put on your makeup, dress up and speed down the stairs and out the front door.
When you come to the school you push the door open and quickly run to your locker. But they see you. And they come after you.
~~~time skip after school (because I caaaan and I will ^.^)~~~
The good thing about your house is that it's just 5 minutes from school which means that you can come home before your parents do and apply as much makeup as it takes to cover the newly formed bruises. Wow people who invented makeup are lifesavers!!
After you finish doing your makeup you roll up your sleeves and stare at the red little lines on your wrist. 'Why is this happening to me?' you think miserably. What did I do wrong?
"No one cares" i whisper to myself. "No one cares about me" "I doubt enyone would even notice if I kill myself right now" the words bubble out of your mouth as your arm starts to shake, blood dripping on the table.
"I want to die"
~~~time skip (next day)~~~
The next day isn't any better than the day before. You come to school, they beat the shit out of you, you silently sit and listen to the teachers. Until suddenly the door opens and a boy crashes in. Everyone in the class looks at him in amusement as he tries to excuse himself to the teacher who is glaring daggers at him.
"What's your name?" the teacher asks and the boy suddenly stiffens, looks at the ground and mumbles something inaudible. "So you're the new student" the teacher looks at him. "You're a little bit late aren't you?" He says as he smirks and looks over the class. "Ok everyone this is Derek Hale, your new schoolmate".
This sends whispers all over the class but they're quickly cut off as the teacher clicks his tongue. Everyone knows that if you talk after that he gives you 2 hour detentions. He looks back at Derek and grins. NOT a good sign I tell you.
"You are two hours late" he states. "So I'm giving you two hours of detention today after class". Told you it wasn't a good sign."Now go sit down".
'Oh great' you think to yourself as he looks over the class. The only free spot is next to you. You shift as he comes near and asks if he can sit next to you. You don't budge. You just stare at your books as the teacher says it's fine and it's just me being stupid again. This brings the class to erupt in laughter. Almost every day not only your schoolmates make fun of you even your teachers hate you.
You look at the teacher and growl at him. You shouldn't do that. You're pretty much screwed now.
He smirks already used to your outbursts and flexes two fingers. Nooo now you're stuck in detention with the new kid. Crap.
Actually not that crap.
Because when you look at the him for the first time you can't take your eyes off of him. He is gorgeous. He's got dark hair and beautiful eyes. And they're green. Your love that colour. He's dressed in jeans, black sneakers and a black t-shirt. Oh god he's looking at you. You quickly look away feeling his eyes on you even as the teacher continues with the lesson.
~~~skippy skip~~~
As soon as the bell rings you run out of the classroom ignoring the nasty words sent your way and miss another voice telling them to shut up.
You're headed for the library. The only place you feel safe since there aren't many students there. Safely hidden behind books. Inside the books. Living another life. Hah you wish everything would be as easy as it was in the books.
But this time you're not reading. You're hiding from the words. Words that fill your head. 'Stupid', 'idiotic', 'pathetic' and so on. You have no idea that you're crying until the book in front of you is sodden with tears.
'Oh no this isn't good' you start to panick. 'I don't have any makeup with me and I'm pretty sure it's ruined whic means that the bruises are gonna be uncovered' your breath now in quick gasps you try to hide your face as you dart out of the library. Only to smash into the last person you wanted to see. Derek.
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Hmm okay this is a bit longer than I expected so I'll make a couple more chapters to this :))) but I'm enjoying it so far :p
Ooh I am so tired because it's the middle of the night and I'm writing this but hey it's worth it right?? Totally not ganna regret this in the morning xD
Btw tell me what you think about this in the comments :D
