Everything Then Nothing

Chapter 2; Redone

Bullshit

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Everything.

It hurts.

I felt everything pounding on me, as the whispers grew louder and louder. My head throbbing and bleeding, my feeble hands becoming claws, my vision just spinning and spinning, fogging up with small swirls... I felt my wings hug me close, well, I now had them, I felt their feathers against my skin as my wild thoughts rushed through me. Kill someone, eat their flesh out, and leave no survivors. I pulled my hair almost begging for the pain and voices to stop. My brain twisted in heavy knots and needles penetrating it, the pain just seemed like a never ending labyrinth, a special hell made just for me.

I don't want to hurt anyone. I don't want to hurt them, I can't do it.

What was happening to me..?

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Jons POV:

I stood there staring at the red fruit punch that had stained my blue long sleeve, laughing drowning my ears in deep despair. Or at least it was supposed to, only one person was laughing...

Abbi.

"Wow, you're SOOO clumsy!! Maybe get a doctor for your shaky hands!!"

She pounded her fist on the table, laughing at me. Honestly, the fact she was the only one laughing was pathetic. I mean, are you an actual dumb blonde..? If you're going to even pull a stunt like that, at least make it funny. Then, Jaxson walked in and purposely bumped Abbi with his hip, almost making her fall over.

"Wow, Abbi... That was embarrassing.. For you."

He chuckled, a smirk on his face as he made his own cup of fruit punch. Abbi pushed him, making some of the drink spill.

"ex- FUCKING- cuse me? You can't just push me out of the way! Besides-"

She crossed her arms in mid-sentence, glaring daggers into Jaxsons only exposed eye, he just rolled his eyes with the same smirk while she spoke.

"It was funny, you all just have NO sense of humor, THAT'S pathetic!"

She finished, fixing her hair. Like it needed fixing anyway.

"And DON'T roll your eyes at me, you emo faggot."

"Ohhh keep talking princess, I'd LOVEEEE to see you keep on running your trap!"

He remarked while chuckling, and a few people almost cracked a laugh. Meanwhile, Martha and Mike grabbed tissues and tried to clean what was spilled on my shirt. I could hear Martha muttering about how she was just a pain in the ass. Then, the two continued arguing.

"You still act like you're in middle school, maybe try growing up?"

"You really suck at making insults, fucking loser."

"You're the one who sucks at making jokes~"

"This is EXACTLY why Austin left"

Almost everyone gasped. She flipped her ponytail like she accomplished something, but she didn't. Jaxson's expression faded slightly, Austin leaving was a big thing, he was doing most of the work, and everyone welcomed him except Henry. Jaxson was really close to him, awfully close.

Then, everyone heard footsteps that echoed through the room, the stomping made everyone back away a few steps, intimidated by the man himself.

Todd.

He locked his eyes on Abbi and Jaxson, making Abbi shudder within the flash of a cold hurricane within his eyes, like a harsh and deadly exoplanet. Jaxson stood his ground, only sad from Austin's mention. Barely seeming to be capable of eye contact.

"Whats... Going on here.."

He asked, everything immediately going quiet, although the music was the same, it felt more drowned out in the moment. I just hope Abbi is just in really deep shit. Can she get fired already..? They both twiddled with something, Jaxson with his fingers and Abbi with her hair. Todd was immediately losing patience before slamming his hand on the fist on the table.

"ME AND JAXSON WERE ARGUING! B- BUT IT WASNT MY FAULT! IT WAS HIS FAULT HE-"

He stepped closer to Abbi and grabbed her wrist firmly. Tired of her nonsense.

"If I get one more complaint from you, you're packing your things, understand?"

His voice echoed throughout her. I could even feel the knots in her stomach twist. Martha just gave a small evil little smile, most likely thinking "Good riddance". Mike was still focused on the restrooms. Abbi then quickly gave an answer

"Yes, Sir."

Abbi tried keeping her composure, but his eyes threatened her with daggers and blades at her, right at her neck. Todd's expression softened, as he let go of her wrist. He then walked away while saying;

"Now, let's get back to the party"

He walked off into the distance, and disappeared to god knows where. After that, it was like someone hit play, everything resumed back to where it was, although the atmosphere was quite damaged from Todd. But a few people gave dirty looks towards Abbi, since she was the whole reason he even came out.

"Whatever... im going to the bathroom..."

Abbi walked off, rubbing her arm. She got what she deserved, but I can't help but feel bad for her a bit. Todd doesn't fuck around with people, it'll probably be her final days here. Good riddance, anyway.

"Uh- hey, Jon- do you need more napkins?"

Mike said, laying a hand on my shoulder.

"No, I just need to put it in the laundry, good thing I didn't wear anything nice."

I scratched my head, right with my reply. Martha just looked off to the side, before immediately suggesting;

"Wanna uhm, go to one of the open tables?"

Martha pointed to an empty table. Me and Mike both nodded in agreement, then proceeded to head to the lone table and sit down in the chairs. We didn't know what to do, so we just talked. We talked about the latest news, some TV shows, and the whole Wii launch and how excited we were. Everything seemed to be going quite smoothly...

Until a shriek came from the restrooms. A very horrific and terrified shriek.