'You're so ugly.' I said to myself, my fingers grazing over all the bumps and imperfections on my skin. I guess i could say stuff like that to myself seriously, bug when i said it around people..?
'Im so ugly' i say as a joke, i always laugh it off with my friends, usually getting showered with compliments. But soon, i grew to like it. The people around me reassuring me, telling me im pretty.
I liked the attention.
So i continued to do it everyday. 'Im so ugly'
But one day... i was about to say it, my usual sentence- before someone beat me to it
'You're so ugly'
I guess i never knew how it felt to hear it from someone else, without all the attention, it clawed at my heart, hollowing it as i replayed the words in my head.
'Im so ugly.'
