Rodamrix One-shots [CLOSED!]

Aro-Struggles [💙+💜] [PRIDE MONTH SPECIAL!]

A/N: PRIDE MONTHH!! I know it's technically over now but i was doing all that i could to get this out on time, probably my fault for starting it so late lol. Anyways, i will be having a break for a week or two due to school and family but after that i'll be back to writing!
Also, i will only be doing 2 more requests after my break before temporarily closing this book due to me REALLY needing to update my Rodamrix x FNAF book along with others.. that being said, enjoy!
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Blue's POV:
"Ughhh..." i quietly groaned as i sat down in the main room with everyone else. It is June the first! Officially Pride Month now! What a month..

I looked over to Red and White, who were joyfully chatting together, wearing small pins of their sexualites; Red was wearing a pin with the Bisexual flag on it and White was wearing a pin with the Pansexual flag on it. I smiled calmly at their happy expressions before looking over at Purple and Pink. They were talking casually- well.. Purple was. They both had Trans pins along with Purple having an additional Lesbian pin and Pink having an additional Gay pin.

I didn't have a pin on.. why? Well.. you see.. I've recently discovered that i'm Aroace but.. im afraid to tell anyone. It's just going to be the same. "Oh you'll find somebody someday!" or "What do you mean? You're supposed to feel love! It's what makes you human!" And i'm not ready to hear that shit again.. I do not feel romantic or sexual love, why can't everyone just deal with that?!

My mind then resurfaced a memory, one that i don't want to remember in this moment..

It was morning in the Skeld and everyone was gathered around the meeting table. It was the beginning of Pride Month and people in our crew were coming out as it was our first and.. only Pride Month together. I remember it now so vividly..

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Flashback:
Green stood up and stopped everyone's conversations for a moment to speak.
"Hello everyone. Because it is Pride Month, and i have seen the amazing conversations you guys have been having i think it's only fair that i come out aswell."

Everyone looked up expectedly at green, wondering what he was going to say next. Some of us had excitement, some of us had curiosity.

Green spoke up again. "I would be delighted to say to you all that i am asexual. Do you know what that means?" He had a smile on his face.

My eyes lit up a bit when he confessed his sexuality, i am Aroace so it was really validating to have someone at least go through half of what i was going through too.

Some of the other crewmates at our table had confused looks on their faces. One of them being Black who asked, "No captain.. what does it mean?".

"Im glad you asked Black! Asexual means that i experience little to no sexual attraction to anyone at all, it is a spectrum though! I personally feel absolutely no sexual attraction though!"

The table went from confusion at first to smiles and acceptance. Some crew members went to Green's side and congratulated him for coming out.

I felt truly happy. Not just for Green, but for myself too.. "maybe because they accept green, they might accept me too!"

But then i felt everything in me, my confidence and pride, shatter when i heard White of all people say something i wish i could forget about.

"I'm so proud of you Captain! Even if you can't feel sexual love, you can still feel romantic love and that's all that natters!"

"Jeez. Those words hit like a ton of bricks.. just pushes more onto the fact that i should feel love.. but I don't!" If i was being honest, i wanted to just disappear at that moment but I couldn't.. i couldn't just do that when Green just came out.. What would everyone else think?