Later that night ..
I was throwing up and throwing up , I don't even know why.
I called August and waited for him to answer the phone.
"Hello"
"Hey August , I have to cancel for tonight I'm not feeling to well" I said.
"Aight shawty maybe next time" I said.
I hung up the phone and got a glass of water.
Wtf is wrong with me.
Since I have two days off I'll just chill with Alison and Celine.
"What he say" Alison said handing me a cup of tea.
"He said alright maybe next time" I said.
"Do you need anything" She said.
"No" I said.
"Mommy you look horrible" Celine said.
"Thanks baby" I said as we all laughed.
"Tommorow can we go to Toys R Us" Celine said.
"Sure princess" I said.
"Come on Celine let's go downstairs and get some sugar" Alison said as Celine squealed.
I smiled as they left the room.
I turned the tv onto spongebob and drank my tea Alison made for me.
All of a sudden Jacquees appeared in front of me.
"Baby how could you" He said softly.
"Quees" I spoke.
"How could you get pregnant by someone you don't even love" Jacquees said.
"What are you talking about , I'm not pregnant" I said.
"Baby , yes you are" He said.
"Rodriguez I need you please stay" I said.
"Baby I have to go but I'll see you soon" He said.
He mouthed I love you and he faded away.
Pregnant ?
Omfg !?!
August!
I had sex with him and I'm not even sure if he used protection.
I silently cried , how could I let this happen !
It's not even for sure yet , it's only been a two days.
Alison and Celine came back with gelato in their hands.
"Alli cat I need to talk to you" I said.
"Okay" She said.
"Celineey pooh go in the living room and set up monopoly for us and I'll be there in a minute" Alison said to Celine as she ran into the living room.
"What's up baby girl" Alison said to me and sat on the bed.
"I think I'm pregnant" I said.
She ghasped.
"Why do you say that?" She said.
"Well when me and August slept together I don't think he used protection" I said.
"What about modeling , you have to fly out to Paris in a couple of months" She said.
"I know" I said.
I thought about an abortion.
"Don't you dare think about an abortion" She said.
How the hell she know I was thinking that.
"Well what else is there to do?" I asked.
"Keep it and love it" She said.
"I know your right" I said.
"Girl imma let you think we'll talk tomorow" She said and walked out the bedroom.
I closed my eyes as tears fell out and drifted off to sleep.