"Mommy , mommy wake up!!"
I slowly rose up to see Celine fully dressed.
"Mommy hurry and get dressed so we can leave" Celine said.
I looked over at Alice.
"I planned our whole day , I made reservations at the this really good breakfast spot in Queens , then the carnival , and after go kart riding" Alice said.
"Damn let me go get dressed then" I said and slowly got up heading for the shower.
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I ran my shower water until it was to my likings and slowly got in letting the warm water hit my back.
It felt so good and relaxing.
I turned to my right to see Jacquees.
"Hey baby" He said with his bright smile.
"Quees" I said.
"Yes baby" He said.
"I don't want to live unless I'm with you" I said as tears started to stream down my face.
"Babygirl you got to be strong for me and Celine , just know I love you so much and that I'm always here with you and Celine" He said.
"I need you Quees" I said crying harder.
"I know baby but just be strong for the both of us we'll be together one day" He said.
"I love you" He said before he faded away.
I can't take this anymore , I need him more than anything , I love him so much and its slowly killing me that he's not here with me.
I started having flashbacks and memories of me and him.
I sat on the counter and grabbed a razor.
I slowly started to cut myself.
The pain felt so good.
I cut myself again as I felt the blood start pouring out of my skin.
I slit my skin again and it went deeper in my arm.
I layed my head on the mirror and I slowly stared to drift off.
Then everything went black.
