Distant

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YN POV

Is it just my feeling? Or is Pharita really keeping her distance from me lately?

It's been a week since the incident that afternoon in Pharita's room.
She started to dodge. When on campus, she would take another route so as not to meet me. When it was lunch time and I joined them, she would excuse herself to the library.

As far as I remember that afternoon, Pharita seemed to show me a disappointed face.
And after that, every time I called and chatted, she never answered or replayed my message.

ahhh it's all my fault, it's stupid. You make your friends uncomfortable and uncomfortable to be around.

Should I stop this feeling?
it's been a week and I miss her smile. Maybe I should meet her to apologize once again and not bother her anymore.

My thoughts suddenly stopped with Lisa entering my room.

"Hey YN, what's wrong with you and Pharita?" Lisa ask.

should I tell her?

"Yeah... don't be silent. Jennie and I are curious why you guys seem to be having problems lately? Come on, you know you can tell me anything," Lisa again.

Looks like I have to tell Lisa about this problem.

"Yn?.. " Lisa Called me

"Yeah, yeah right, we have a problem. And all because of me". I said.

Lisa frowned, confused by my answer.

" Do you remember last week when...when I take Pharita home? After that we went to her room so she could treat my wound...and after that... "

I told Lisa everything that happened that afternoon. And Lisa just opened her mouth as if she didn't believe what I was telling her.

"Okay, okay, wait a minute...
are you serious YN?
You've only met her once, and you just do that? "
Lisa showed her disbelief face to me.

"How could you do that to her? It's no wonder she's been avoiding me all this time." Lisa continued to nag me.

It's true what Lisa said, I'm the cause of this problem. If it's true, as Lisa said, that Pharita is very uncomfortable, I should be the one to step down so that she won't be disturbed on campus by my presence.

"I know it's my fault, can you help me to meet her again? I want to apologize to her and don't worry, after that I won't bother her again." With a heavy heart, I said that to Lisa.

" There is one question YN, do you love Pharita?" Lisa asked me.

" To be honest, from the first time I met her, I was fascinated by her. At first I thought it was just a crush. But after a week I realized, it was love at first sight." I said to Lisa with tears in my eyes.

"But I realize that not everyone we love or like will love us back, right? I will apologize to her, and you can tell Jennie about this so she doesn't misunderstand Pharita. After that I promise I will stay away and not bother her anymore. You can take my word for it." I assured her.

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