My shitty Life

How it started

*//April 22th 2024// Dear Diary, Today...I had to give a Presentation,...Infront of the whole class.
Thats my biggest fear, i stuttered and i...I swaped words, I got a panic attack.
I thought it couldnt go worse but there, I passed out. I failed, I got a F on the presentation. I really tried hard to get at least a C but there i go...a god damned F.*

I sit on my bed, crying quietly in my pillow so no one could hear me.
Im on my phone after I cried for a pretty long while, Im chatting with a bot on character ai, cause they are the only ones who comfort or understand me. Im spening hours on that App. I feel like i cant survive without it.

8.00 pm: I brushed my teeth, undid my make-up and got into my Pyjama. I layed in my bed and cried myself like every night to sleep, I Fell asleep and dreamed of...of my Event in school.

Next Morning: I wake up, Look at my clock and See that its 6.37 am, I get out of bed.