Bullied by Magcon saved by 02l

Chapter 20

This morning i woke up somewhere i never hoped to wake up, in a hospital. I looked over at Jc who looked in some way better. His bruises are fading, cuts are healed but that's about it. I checked my phone and saw i had a text from kian asking me if he was okay. How do i reply?

A< not really hes in a comma and we don't know when he wakes up

B< doing a little better but not great

C< honestly i dont know...

I'll go with c.

As i was replying i heard the doctors come in which meant i had to leave. They had to change his bags and tubes and shit. Once i got in the hall i saw it was 10am and considering i probably wont be let in for like 2 to 3 hours ill head to Starbucks. I felt like i haven't even seen the outside world in forever but its only been less than 15 hours. 

As i was driving there was just so many thoughts going through my head, what if jc wasn't at the park that day, what if he started to bully me? what if i died? Stop abbey, dont think like that.

As i approached the drive through there was an enormous cue so i decided just to head in and i look like crap this will be fun :/. The cue inside wasn't as bad, only a couple people. When it got to my turn i ordered an chocolate chip frappaucino and a ham pannini. Once i ordered i stood to the side to wait for the pannini. Once it was ready i took my stuff and headed for a table in the corner away from everyone. 

I was scrolling through twitter looking through tweets for jc and every one i saw broke my heart a little more. I spent time responding to them reassuring everyone and put out a tweet saying hes doing better and for no one to be worried and thanked them for there concern and understanding. 

"Abbey?" i looked up to see the one and only cameron....cant he just leave me alone.

"what do you want?" I asked returning my attention back to my cup of heaven.

"I came to ask about jc" He said whilst taking the seat opposite me.

"Why do you care?" honestly why did he?

"Cause im concerned" Okay, whatever cameron.

"When have you ever been concerned about anyone." was i afraid? a little. i know what hes capable off.

"Is he okay, yes or no its a simple question" i could tell he was getting aggravated, ah-well.

"No cameron, my boyfriend isnt okay" I made sure to emphasise that part. He looked a little like 'wtf?' and confused."Hes hooked up to more tubes than cuts on my wrist" Its not like he dosent know about them. 

"Abbey..." he started.

"Abbey what?" Right now i could burst into tears but wont.

His head just fell to the floor. 

"Do you still do it?"He asked raising his head looking me straight in the eyes.

"Not recently" Which is the trith.

"Please dont, ever again." I looked him straight in the eyes to see if he was being serious, which he was. 

"Look abbey, i know i can never take back what i did but knowing that you physically hurt yourself over things that i had done kills me inside, at the time i was blind to the pain i was causing you but now im aware and i hate myself." Do i believe him, right now i have no idea.

"Ive done it to" What? Did he just say.

"You....cut?" i asked kinda in disbelief.

At that moment he rolled up his sleeve revealing  an arm with cut marks which were visible but not completely. I was shocked i do admit.

"About a year and a half before we started bullying you i used to get picked on by this group of guys everyday, it sucked and this is the only way i dealt with it. That's when i moved schools and knew that i couldn't get bullied again so i knew i had to  do anything i could to fit in." This must be hard for him to tell. Talking about this stuff isnt easy..

"And let me guess, thats when you found taylor and his gang and he made you bully me but you didnt want to but you also knew he was the most popular guy in school so if you didn't you would get bullied again" It all makes sense.

He nodded, simple but hard. (  Like his dickkk, oh dear haha sorry )

"I get it" he knows what its like, in a way i felt bad for him but then remembered all of my time at school.

"Trust me i didnt want to but i was young and stupid" which he still is.

"Weren't we all" which is also true.

"I cant forgive you cameron, maybe one day just not know. Out of all of the guys your thee only one who has tried and who seems to be the only one who has changed. im glad." i feel like e and cameron could be friends but it will take time.

"Its okay,  i get it" he smiled.

"I better get going i need to head to  the hospital" wait what? why does Cameron need to go to the hospital.

"Why?"  was he planning to see jc?

"Dont you know? the guy who hit jc is my friend, i was going to visit him."Ohh that makes sense.

"But i need to wait for a lift or get an uber or something, i dont know" This may be a crazy idea but...

"I could give you a lift? Im heading back to jc now." Am i crazy? probably.

"If you dont mind, i probably should see jc aswell." I liked that he cared about jc to.

"Lets go then"And with that we went off.

The car ride wasn't awkward, wasn't quiet it was actually nice. We chatted alot and i got to know alot more about him. This is the side of him i've always wanted to know, not just from him but all the guys. 

After half an hour we arrived at the hospital. When we approached the counter Cameron asked about his friend but she said that doctors are with him and cant be disturbed so we just decided to go to jc.

When i opened the door Cameron was in shock. he walked over to the bed and just sat in shock. Cameron and jc were obviously friends before all of this so it was probably hard. A few minutes later i see kian walking through the door, his eyes immediately go to  cameron.

"whats he doing here?" he tensed up.

"Hes seeing jc just like we are, hes concerned" Funny how im standing up for him this time.

"Look i dont want no trouble-"Cam started. wow i already have a nickname fro him.

"And there wont be any" I demnded. They both just sat down and waited, which is all we coould do right now......

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Okay so this is 1160 words and its the longest chapter i have done so far! i felt like i was slacking in lenght so here ya go ;) and dont worry this isa jc fanfic so dont worry about cam ;)

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