Bullied by Magcon saved by 02l

Chapter 4

*self harm trigger*

I was totally sick of this, getting picked on constantly for no reason! What did i ever do to them? nothing, i actually thought they were nice guys at the start but guess i was wrong. Why me? why anyone, who deserves to go through this in there life. I got up with all my energy and sprinted home. 

When i got home i ran straight to my bedroom and into my bathroom, i picked u my only friend which was my razor. 1 cut for being me, 1 for nash, 1 for cameron, 1 for taylor and 1 for matt. The pain felt good but then it started to kill like crazy,its never hurt so bad before, but whatever. 

When i was finished i put my blade back on the shelf and bandaged up my arm. I started to feel better so i decided to go to this little park near my house, it was a get away for me, whenever i feel sad, depressed or feel like dying which is every single day i go to this little park and it helps.  No one is ever there so that was good, i had it to myself. 

On my way over i see cameron coming my direction, i keep my head down in the hope he dosent see me but he did. i tried to walk on and get away but it was to late he grabbed me by the wrist i just cut. Shit. i stopped in fear and then i see him rolling up my sleeve revealling the cuts. He has a shoccked look on his face, "was this cause of me and the guys". he asked, i wanted to say nothing but i had to get it out. " yes, yes it is cameron, you and your 3 other possy members make my life a living hell everyday, you dont realise how much you hurt me! i want to just end it all but i know you guys would be happy about that so i dont!" i burst out crying and ran to the park.

I just sat there on the swing crying to myself, next thing i knew someone sat next to me "leave me alone came-" i began saying then i looked up and seen this really cute guy sitting next to me "sorry i thought you were someone else", i said kinda embarassed "its okay, im Jc" he stuck his hand out and i shook "abbey" i replied, "pretty name" he said back. Wait, was this happening? a cute guy talking to me?? "i just came over too see if you were okay", he asked. He cared? someone cares about me?? " too long a story," is all i seem to say. "i got time" Dang he really does care.

After i explain mostly everything i look up at him and a tear drips from his eye, "im so sorry" he replies and engulfs me into a hug. When we hugged he was so warm and cozy, i wanted to stay in his arms forever. I just realised how late it was and so did he. After a few more minutes of talking he gave me his number and said if i ever needed to talk i could call him day or night, i was so happy. Someone cared. 

That night i did something i havent done in a while, i smiled myself to sleep :)

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@hi_there_abbey  hope you guys enjoyed :D thanks for the reads <3!