Ceci balagot' cousin(Comfort/angst)

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Y/n pov:
It's been three weeks since ceci last visited and ever since he left,I haven't been feeling any better, my mind still spiraling and my hands are shaky, There was a hollow ache in my chest, a physical manifestation of the emotional void that had swallowed me whole. It felt like a black hole, sucking in every shred of happiness and leaving behind a desolate wasteland of emptiness. My breath came in shallow gasps, each one a desperate attempt to cling to the fading oxygen of hope. I looked at my phone and texted ceci" I'm going to end it all now,thanks for everything "I feel like I've lost full control of my life and body as I snuck out of the apartment and went up to the rooftop,I look down at the dark silhouette of the city below and took a deep breath
Ceci balagot pov:
I was just hanging out with nayah and miia on set of monster high the movie when I saw the chilling text from my cousin, it sent shivers down my spine as I told the director and miia offered to drive me to y/n's apartment,nayah tagged along as we drove there as quickly as legally possible and rushed into y/n's apartment only to find them not there and their parents not even knowing that they snuck out.I thought about where they might be and decided that they probably would be on the rooftop since we used to hang out there sometimes when we were little. Me, nayah and miia rushed onto the rooftop finding y/n standing over the edge "y/n? " I said softly trying not to alarm them, nayah was ready to call the police and the suicide helpline.i slowly approached them "you don't have to do this,just come back down and we'll talk "" I can't take it anymore..." they mumbled "we all care about you,we can fix this together "I continued. Y/n took a step forward closer to the edge, we all stopped in our tracks hoping they wouldn't continue
y/n pov:
I was ready to jump when everything became so blurry it's like I can't hold myself together anymore and-...I.. can't-...