All That You Are

Chapter Three

When dawn breaks and light filters through the musty room, Y/N stirs from her slumber with a groggy head and unsettled stomach.

At first, she doesn't recall the night before, but from the dull throbbing across her temples, she knows alcohol had a strong play in the evening.

It's when she shifts in the bed, that she realises something is off.

Her bed isn't this soft... and the sheets in her room are definitely not white cotton. She turns her head, eyes meeting the sleeping face of the notorious mobster, and she shrieks, startling him from his light slumber.

Y/N falls off the bed in an attempt to flee the situation, but when she stands, she realises she's not in her heavy wedding dress anymore and she feels light.

Bile crawls up her throat at the realisation that she's in his dress shirt, that she isn't wearing a bra and while the shirt ends mid-thigh, she's only got on those sheer panties underneath.

Harry watches her gaze trail over his body–his very naked body, besides his black boxers. She gulps at the sight, shaking her head and trying to ignore his thick thighs and toned abdomen.

Her mind conjures up the worst.

She slept with him, he took what innocence she had left.

Her thoughts are only confirmed when she notices the dark pinkish spots of blood on the sheets and she feels sick, lightheaded – and she knows it's not from the hangover.

Harry watches her freak for a moment, watches the regret and fear flood her eyes and he quickly realises she doesn't remember a damn thing.

He doesn't do anything to reassure her. Doesn't remind her that he spat blood on the sheets, or that the reason she's in his shirt is because she struggled too much to get out of her dress and didn't have any other clothes to change into, so he gave her his shirt.

He doesn't tell her that he didn't lay a hand on her, that he waited until she was asleep before laying beside her peaceful body.

"You were willing, if that's what you're wondering," he breaks the silence, voice rugged and he rubs the sleep from his eyes.

She doesn't dare look at him, arms wrapped tightly around herself and she feels ashamed, so fucking ashamed. She believes him, though. He may be a monster but he's known to be an honourable man, a man of his words, not a liar.

"And even if you weren't..." he stands from the bed as an insistent knocking begins to pound on their door.

"You're my wife now, so I have the right to take what I want."

He doesn't believe a word he just said. He'd never force himself on her or any other woman, no matter what. That's one thing he'll always stay true to.

Y/N backs into the wall at his words. She ignores him opening the door with a tired grin, ignores the gossiping women of the family flooding through the room and whispering about the frail wife.

Her mind is on such an overdrive that she doesn't see the truth right in front of her. She doesn't realise that her thighs don't ache and her core isn't tender. She doesn't notice that she doesn't have any bruises decorating her soft skin, that Harry's back isn't littered in claw marks like it should be.

She believes the worst because it's all she's ever known.

They take the sheets with giddy smiles and gushing giggles as Harry steps into his dress pants from last night.

There's no robe for her to cover herself with and unless she wants to wear the wedding dress that carried her into her new, caged life, she'll have to go downstairs in Harry's shirt and her panties.