Raised

Demon blood

  I don't know why my superior wanted me to send him back in time by when he was out he told me.Sam?Demon blood?Is that really what this was about?Later I saw him as he talked to his brother about it.How could this possibly be a drug?

I watch as Sam was still drinking demon blood again.He is not following a path that will end in pain.The only benefit was he could kill demons without killing the host.Dean was watching.This must hurt him badly,seeing his brother litterly drinking the blood of his enemies and then screwing them.

I watched as they argued.I agree with Dean.God did not want him to do this.And he still did it. Sam is usually the one to be religious,well at least I've herd his prayers and I think he is religious.But this is not.I am scared for him.Very scared.

I stood by Dean as he went on the case for the rogoroo(sorry if that is spelled wrong.)And the genes of this man was different.He would take metamorphosis,without a doubt.My superior would check up on me and I would give the report.I told her that Sam kept drinking the demon blood and I said to give him another chance to change his mind.I could barely take it anymore.I wanted to help him.He was lost in this mess.

That night...

I saw Dean sleeping later that night and he was having a bad dream,his mother dying and her accusing him that it was her fault.I didn't want to wake him,but I couldn't help but kiss him on the forehead.That was my mistake.