lonliness

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Naina's POV

Coming back to home after school I opened the main door and as expected I met with silence as I entered the house, because mumma an papa is in office so,I live alone at day time and then at evening mumma papa come from office and then we dinner like an happy family! It just my mumma is a top lawyer of India and papa is a business man so, they both are mostly busy it their fields but it's not like they don't care about me, they care and love me the most as I am their only child, you know once I get high fever that mumma was about to quit her Job for me and papa even took a leave for a entire month just for my well-being. But I stopped mumma because I don't Want her to give up on her dreams, she worked very hard to come on this position and quiting her job means all her hardwork will go in vein. And I don't want that, I don't want to be a burden on her so, I didn't let her quit. But somewhere I want to be selfish, I want live like a normal child with my mother and father around me because they sometimes being so busy with the work that they forgets, they have a daughter at home to take care of. But my mumma and papa are the best, they are just so understandable, I can literally talk about anything to them without any judgements. I love them so much. And I am not complaing about their works, it just I wise if they give a little time to their daughter too.

Huffing tiredly I walked inside the house and saw manisha aunty coming running towards me.

"Aree baccha tum bheeg kaise gyi?"
(Ohh child,how did you get wet?)

"Kuch nhi aunty bas bus ka wait kar rhi thi tab hi barrish aagyi"
(Nothing aunty just waiting for the bus just when the rainfall started)

"Acha acha Chalo jaldi change karlo warna bimar padh jaogi"
(Okay okay go fast and change otherwise you will fall sick)

"Okay"

Manisha aunty stay with us since I was three,she take care of us just like her family, although there's no one in her family as her husband died after 2months of marriage and after that she stay with us she is more like a family to us. She has taken care of me since childhood, and I really love her.

I get inside my room take off my school bag and put it aside, opened the almirah door, I picked a purple oversize T-shirt and black shorts, closed the almirah door.

I get inside the bathroom and get changed into it and dried my hair then went outside of the room and head towards dinning area.and manisha aunty came with snacks.

"How was the day beauty?"manisha aunty asked

"It was okay-okay but much tiring"

"Ohh my dear is tired?,don't worry I have made your fav snacks

"Hmmm,my fav snacks made by my fav aunt"

"Now stop your buttering and eat,I am going to market".

"Okay"after that I finished my breakfast in silence.

Aunty had went to the market and by the time I also get back in my room, threw myself on my bed uhh comfort. I picked a magazine from the side table and started admiring it.
one day I will also be on some magazine's covers and that day gonna be my happiest day.
One day I will pose for the real camera not my phone camera,but the cinematic one.
One day I will have my fashion week ,I would walk to this side to that end of the stage walking with full of confidence, I would see my parents cheering for me the loudest and seeing them proud will be a tick to my goal.
Goal to make my parents proud of me. I think it's everyones dream to make their parents proud but only a few of them got the success and I will make sure I'll be in few of them. And believe me no one can stop me...no one.

You know one day I jokingly said to papa that I want to come on the TV. And papa laughed he said "ohh princess you can come on the TV by cheap things also so it doesn't matter you are coming on the TV or not,that will matter and appreciated when the work you'd do will make the people,your friends and most overly us your parents proud". That time I didn't understand it properly but now as I know what papa means so, I have decided to make my people proud of me, and I know my parents would support me in every decision of my life and I am lucky to have them in my life.
And knowing everyone's parents is not as open minding and supporting like mine makes me feel sad just like roop's parents.
Roop wants to become a neurologist so she can make her parents proud of herself,but her parents don't want her to study higher and want to get her married in early age like are you serious Broo!!! First she wants to make you proud and you are forcibly pasting your decisions on her is not something appropriate, I really want to punch her parents so bad but still they are her parents and my parents are not too bad to not teach me how to respect elders. But I really feel bad for her.

After thinking for somemore time I placed the magazine on it's place and I also get up from the bad as I have to do my homework, walking towards the study table I grabbed my books and textbooks and get busy in my homework.

"Lets take a small break"said while cracking my fingers that so freeze because of writing so long, I moved my body a little look at the tableclock to see it's already 9:30pm.ohh it's dinner time,immediately organising everything to it's place I stood up, mumma-papa must be home till now.

I excitedly move out of my room get downstairs only to meet with silence... is mumma not home yet?

"Mummaaaaa"I moved to the kitchen area to see manisha aunty only where's mumma?

"Aree baccha come dinner is ready,let's eat"

"Where's mumma aunty?"I asked

"She called you but your phone was on silence maybe, she said she has a urgent business meeting will come day after tomorrow"hearing it my heart broke, but I tried to smile as I don't want manisha aunty to know I am sad or something.

"Okay, what in the dinner aunty?" I asked trying to sound excited but the truth is my hunger is long gone.

"Your fav matter paneer"

"Wowww, aunty get me some fast I can't control now"yes I can't control my tears now that's why I want to go back to my room as fast as I can.

"Sit sit, I am coming" after sometimes manisha aunty come with our dinner and we ate in silence as I know if I say something I would break down, so it's better to not talk.

After finishing my dinner I get back to my room as fast as I can, closing the door behind me...1 2 3 and that's it the pool of tears that I was hiding for so long has broke now, I don't know how to explain the things, I know she has business meeting and that's really important to her and I am behaving way too childish. But what can you except from a child who spend the entire week alone without parents knowing the weekend will be ours only ours no third person but now the weekend is also snatched from us.urghhh I just hate her work so much. I don't know what to do tears are not stopping and-and
My hands.they are shaking,shaking in the fear of lonliness. But do my parents care? No!!! They care their over more and I've got it.

There's no need to cry naina. Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't- I can't. It's better to sleep and forget everything.yes, it's a good idea.

I get on my bed, buring my face in the pillow I switched off the light while sobbing hard.

I hate this day!!!!!!!

Okay so that was in the second chapter stay tune to see more ahead.

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Stay safe and take care of your health cause, you are precisous babygurll🎀

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