34| Moving on.. Or not. ᥫ᭡ (pt. 1)

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June 29,2024


Ronaldo Romario Billings|22

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Ronaldo Romario Billings|22

It's been over a month since I've heard from Aysia and it feel like years. She has blocked me on everything... look like she all change har numba dawg.



She gone God knows were. And wid mi pitney too.


Dis a hurt mi yuh fuck.

I feel hurt and upset at the same time cause why she woulda leff mi fi a fucking call?! She deeven try communicate or nuhn.





Leff? How we reach a dat? Nuh break she seh? And mi think a more dan dat. Yuh past a fuck up yuh future dawg.

Nah seh nuhn dawg cause mi know a true. Mi Mek one a mi dawg dem track di numba and guess Wah? A fuck out Jamealia call mi phone.



Shouldn't tell har fi ansa ih call den. Mi nah try pick nuh side but a baay fucky fucky gyal yuh deal wid.


Use to deal wid.  Aysia mia deal wid now and she nuh fucky fucky.


Di gyal juss fucking haunted! How much time yuh fi hear 'mi nuh wah yuh' before yuh fuck off and shame? Desperation is not a good look.

If only mi Neva suh whoring..maybe it woulda be harder fi she believe mi have odda Gyal. Since we deh, mi neva as much as Mek a next gyal gimi head. Mi loyal to har bredda an she deeven know.

She tired a uh and all a uh fuckry.


And can you really blame her for all of it? Because a dem gyal yah, yuh fuss two pitney dem gone.

Be real an tell mi who yuh know woulda endure all a dat without a breaking point?






Nah seh mi a blame har.. cause dat woulda unfair but..afta all wi guh thru...she deeven stop fi a moment and ask harself if a true?





Jah know dawg. Like a hellshire yuh navel string cut.

Sigh... mi affi mek dis right. One way or di odda.


Di dawg siddung inna di rain and a wull meds. Dis muss hurt yuh fi real.

I sighed and brought the spliff up to my lips, pulling in  the smoke then exhaling it through my nose.


Memba one time mi use to seh mi neva ago smoke..but mi fada expose mi to all a dem ting yah from an early early age..guns, killing, violence overall.


But fi tell yuh di truth, even though all this is apart of me now, I would give it all up for Aysia.

Alright dah pity party yah a get too loud now suh sekkle dung.

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