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Nico:

I get out of class as quickly as I can because I'm meant to go to Will's house today and I just don't want to deal with that. I mean it's not that I don't want to hang out with him it's just I feel like every second I might accidentally tell him and even if we were to date we would probably breakup in like a month anyway and I would lose my best friend because of my stupid feelings and shit.
Just as I'm about to leave the school gate I hear will shouting " NEEKS!!!"
I realise there is nothing I can do without acting like a shity person so I stop.
" I thought you were going to come to my house today" he says
" Oh I forgot" I say trying not to smile I'm so stupid I mean I like a straight boy
What the fuck is wrong with me.
I decide to be a good human and go to his house.
We are walking I silently as I'm thinking what is the worst thing that could happen if I just jump in to the road then I realised my dad does not need a 3rd person to die of suicide my mum hung her self 5 years ago and my older sister cut her wrists and drowned her self 3 years ago.
Will starts saying " I used to think love at first sight is a theory until I saw you."
I can't tell if he is flirting with me I mean he says things like this all the time. It might just be my autism( if you search it up Nico has autism it's just not mentioned in the books) or ADHD or me just being stupid. I just laugh it of and say " sure thing idiot."

We finally get to his house we see his mum cooking. She is the kindest person you will ever meet and her food is amazing.we say hi then walk up to his room. We end up watching the full moon episode from hellova boss and both end up crying then we listened to it when I see him from the same episode on repeat. Then we realised it was 7 and I probably should get home so I don't get killed. I get home and I see my dad and step mum sitting in the living room watching some movie. My dad re-married two years ago to a woman named Persephone she is nice and kind to me and Hazel but always makes us help in the garden with the flowers they look pretty though.
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I'm bored with this story so that means I'm going to kill a character. It will ever be Percy or will cuz why not also happy pride month 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

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