Sigh...
Why am I in this place again...?
Can't god just have mercy on me..?
I feel the darkness of this void
The coldness
Like I am sinking into a pool of cold water...
It's scary...
No matter how many times I pass through it
But I got used to the feeling
How many times Had I arrived to this place...?
How many times had I passed this bridge..?
Gone through This gate...
After the pain and suffering in that nightmare you call life...
I don't remember anymore...
I lost count after number five
I got used to the feeling that scarily I find it.... comfortable...
God why can't you have mercy on your pitiful création...?
At least...
Let me pass to the after life ...
No wonder how much time I will relieve that cycle...
I will never have my happy ending...
I don't deserve it...
After all I am just a disgrace...
A curse...
A pitiful... pathetic unlovable princess...
Please....
Whatever happens...
I don't want to see that face again ...
My eyes opened and there it was...
The familiars marble ceiling...
The small room with galaxy sheets and furniture
The only things I liked In this god damn life was the stary dark night sky
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FanfictionI swear if I woke up to see that face again I would punch that mirror I had gone through this many many times before and I learnt my lesson I better just sit here and do nothing maybe that will help with quick death Just silly stupid me ...no mat...