Revange

Aagaz

Ansh and Arjun had returned to home in early morning. Arjun had set up dining and was waiting for Ansh to come so that they could eat breakfast together. When Ansh didn't come after long time, he went inside the room and saw him sitting on bed , maths book and notebook were open infront of him and he was just ready to cry in any minute.

Arjun saw him like that and asked frowning " kya hua, aise kyun baitha hua hai "

The moment Ansh saw Arjun, tears started spilling from his eyes. Arjun instantly went to him being totally concern " Ansh kya hua, ro kyun raha hai "

Ansh while crying " kal sid ke ghar ruk jane ke karan mai Maths ka work nahi kar paya , or maths wale teacher bahut strict hai. Homework na karne pe bahut jorka marte hai stick se "

He started sobbing syaing this, Arjun didn't know but his lips etched for a smile on his brother's innocence. His Ansh had always been innocent and senitive ..

Ansh saw him smiling and got miffed " mai yahan ro rahan hun bhaiya or ap ko hansi aa rahi "

Arjun sobbered up instantly " sorry sorry , tu pareshan mat ho mai tere clsass teacher ko bol dunga ki tu kisi personal reason se homework nahi bana paya so tere maths wale sir tujhe punish na kare, theek ? " he said ruffling his hair

Ansh froze in his place, his brother had done this after long time. He had felt the presence of his bhaiya in Arjun's today. Arjun was busy telling him something but he was just staring at him with so many mixed emotions.

Arjun told him to come for breakfast when Ansh hold his hand. He would ask the question today which was haunting for years, his bhaiya had showed a part of him like before and he didn't want to let go the opportunity " aap mere se gussa ho bhaiya ? Koi bahut bari galti kardi maine, bahut sara dil dukhaya hai apka ? Aap hurt hue kya kabhi mere bato se ? "

Arjun was startled hearing the questions , nevertheless he spoke with gentleness " Aisa kyun pooch raha hai tu , tune kabhi mujhe hurt nahi kiya hai , koi galti nahi hui hai tujhse "

" to fir aap mujhe kis bat ke liye punish kar rahe ho bhaiya ? Mujhe khudse itna dur kyun kar diya apne ? Mai kya bahut bura baccha hun bhaiya, bahut tang karta hun na sabko ? Isliye sab mujhe chhorke chale jate hai, pahle Mumma papa chhorke chale gaye, fir bhaiyu bhi or aapne bhi mujhe dur kar diya bhaiya " his voice choked saying this, tears were rolling down from his eyes

Arjun was shocked to the core. He felt his life got sucked out from the system . What the fuck , his brother was thinking. He was getting everything wrong.  It was never him, it was always himself. He had become ignorant toward his pain and for Ansh's. He did never for once that by protecting himself from the pain , he had pushed his own child in the darkness. The realisation hit me so hard that he was feeling guilty to even breath.

Ansh's voice trembled " bolye na bhaiya please ...he folded his hand infront of him ...aap please mujhe batado meri kis bat se hurt hue ho aap, aisa kya galti ki hai maine jisse mujhse sabse jada pyar karne wale bhaiya mujhe ek bar pyar se gale bhi nahi lagate..please batado bhaiya ...please...i promise mai wo galti wapas kabhi nahi karunga, ek baar mujhe apne galti theek karne ka chache dedo bhaiya...

Ansh body was wrecking with sobs " mujhse ab or bardast nahi ho raha bhaiya, ye akelapan mujhe roj khaye ja raha hai, mera dam ghut raha hai bhaiya...please ek akhiri chance dedo na....please...I promise mai apka best bhai banke dikhayunga..

Kabhi apko koi sikayat ka mauka nahi dunga...bas ek chance dedo please ! "

Arjun unjoint his folded hands and hugged him tightly, his heart was whimpering in pain. He was feeling like worst creature on the Earth, he was hiding Ansh to his chest but Ansh was gone too far in trauma to realise the arms securing him. He was still pleading and begging to Arjun for a chance , which was breaking Arjun's heart into so many pieces. He had not felt this much pain even when Abeer left him but now he was feeling to kill himself. Listening Ansh's heart wrenching was worse than death.