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he broke up with me. i wanted to give him a hug cause he was in bad mood, i thought that it would cheer him up a bit. i was wrong.
he yelled at me and told me how fucking dumb i am for not understanding he doesn't want any of my touch. he told me that how big mistake it was that he got together with me. he told me how fucking annoying i am. he told me that i act so fucking childish and i need to grow up and act like a 18 year old boy.
he left me, he broke up with me because i am a mistake. today was the day i realised, i shouldn't be here. my parents left me, disowned me actually cause they didn't want a stupid, useless faggot son. they are right tho. they didn't love me, they hate me. but thats okay, i hate me too.
