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Joselyn pov- I ran out the house thinking "why does this always happen every one I like they end my liking her why why me I can't take this anymore" I ran to my bathroom and sat there thinking about the day
First day of school
As I walked into school with Lyn I noticed eyes was on us the only ones that stood out were this light skin girl she was cute and she stood out from the rest of them she was eyeing us down but I didn't say anything the school year went on and I didn't see her much until I seen her with my sister at first I didn't know who she was till we were in the car and Gia told us I felt my stomach twist and I felt heated. Then when she came over I sat in my room and cried because I can't never have anything I want just because everybody feels for her what about me? I'm prettier! Im smarter! I'm nicer! So why her it's always her. I got up off the floor and made my way to my dresser and I grabbed my razor and I started to cut my leg the pain doesn't effect me anymore I kept cutting deeper till I noticed the blood was getting messy so I stopped I cleaned it up.
Roselyn pov- After Joselyn ran out nobody stopped her because she had no reason to be mad I went through it all not her she has all the friends not me and now the only time I gain a friend and they actually like me and not just using me she's mad I don't give a single fuck. "Hey joy I'm done"
"Oh damn his sleep" lair said Me and lair got to know each other and it seems to be a good time I don't like hanging around a lot of people but lair made me feel welcome. Maya came around and took him to his room and came back down and sat next to me as she laid her head in my lap I decided to take a picture "What was that for" she said messing with my hoodie
"I don't know just something to cherish the moment" "Aww yall gonna be together real soon" lair said I there a pillow at her "Hush" I said smiling Lair looked at the time and it was almost 9 so Blair said her goodbyes and left I decided to ask my aunt to stay over
From: Kiddolyn🥰! Auntie me and Joselyn aren't on good terms right now can I please stay at Maya house?
From:auntiepoo💞! Ofc just don't be doing anything I wouldn't
From : kiddolyn🥰! Okay love you!
From:auntiepoo💞! Love you more!
"Hey it's okay if I stay right I don't wanna have to go home" I said "Your always welcome" she said smiling After I cleaned up my hair stuff we decided on ordering chipotle because we were going back and forth because she wanted McDonalds at the end I won she gave me some clothes so I took a shower and we waited for the food to come "You know I like you right" Maya said as I walked into the room "Yea I know"
"So what's our deal" she said as I got on the bed "Can we just take it slow I don't wanna get hurt or taken advantage of" I said slowly "Ofc mama cmere" I rest my head on her shoulder and waiting for the food. The food finally came and we ate and watched "Law & Order svu" I let her pick the show. Cause y'all know it would have been some damn Nickelodeon. "The food outside,,I'll be back" Maya said getting up I waited for her while on my phone scrolling through instagram. 15 minutes went by so I decided to see what taking her so long. I made out of her room "Sumaya?" I said walking to the steps No response "Sumaya" I said walking down the steps No response I got to the kitchen and she was standing over the sink
"I know you heard me calling you" I said walking up to her "Mama go upstairs" she said not looking at me I got closer and seen her face and it looked like she got beat "Sumaya what the fuck happened" I said trying to touch her face she slapped my hand away "Some niggas jumped me that's what the fuck happened" I looked at her in confusion
"Why?" I said "Your sister is the reason for this Ian do shit to her" she said turning to me. My heart shattered I felt my eyes start to water why the fuck does she have all this hate in her heart for Sumaya next thing you know I'm crying. Sumaya pulled me into a hug.
"It's all my fault" I said crying into her chest "No it's not , not at all mama" "I have to go home" I said trying to hide the anger in my voice "I know how you feel right now just let me come with you so you don't do something you regret" Once she let me go I immediately went for the door everything in my body wants to tear her apart limb by limb but I love my sister to death. She has so much hate in her heart and I don't know why she has everything so why so much hate is in her heart. As soon as I got in the house I made my way to her room Sumaya was right behind me.
"Why! Why the fuck do you have so much fucking hate in your heart" I said busting in her room "What the fuck is your problem" Joselyn said "You , you're the fucking problem I get something good and you want to ruin it!" I said trying to hold back tears My aunt still in her room I'm not sure if she heard what's going on or not "Because it should have been mine!" Joselyn said .
. . Omg angry much. People these days can't let others be happy.
