Anthology of the Night

karma

i didn't know i owed 
and i paid it in full with you 

i tear myself apart 
trying to find where it all went wrong 

is it in my nature 
to break everything 
and to watch everything 
i ever loved 
fall into ruin 

maybe i deserved it 
this debt my heart pays the price for 
as it breaks apart 

i am left to wonder 
if karma 
could ever heal this broken heart 
before it gives out 

could i have a little bit of time 
to live 
before i die