It hurts more to know
You never loved me
That it was a rebound
And I was the one who fell.
I should have listened
When he told me it wouldn't work
I'm too selfish
Too emotional
Too much to handle
I'm a fire, not a candle.
I wish I could go back in time
Change it all around
He would have loved me
If time were rewound
Even if it had been a secret
It still would hurt less
Maybe he would have married me
Maybe I could be his best
Because now
I'm nothing.
To know no one has ever loved you
Even when you loved them
Is the worst thing
In the fucking world.
