What The Hell Did They Do To You

Chapter 3

Have you ever wonder what it is like to have the perfect life?

Well no one has the perfect life and no one ever will because God never gave anyone the perfect life.Sometimes I think that my sister takes having a kid for grandted because not a lot of people know this but she was not suppose to have a kid and when my niece was only like 6 weeks old she almost died.I believe in mericals and I know that when my niece was born it was a merical and I thank god everyday that I have her and all my sister does is yell at her when she cries and leaves her sitting in a diaper almost all day untill she pretty much either pees through or fucking shits through.My niece is only 2 and she gets into the fridge and gets the juice for herslef and comes to me or my mom or she will bring my her cup and say "Juice." So I give her some juice but when she asked her mom, her mom just tells her to hold on so my niece just goes to the fridge and then gets it and takes it to her mom and sometimes her mom takes care of it and sometimes she don't.I am glad that I don't have the perfect life because then everyone would ask me for whatever and most likely if I do not give it to them they will hate me.....Well here is what I have to say about that:

"Don't like me? Cool have a seat with the rest of the bitches waiting for me to give a fuck!"

I do not care what you think of me!

I have been throgh a lot of shit! If you ask my best friend and other people who know they will tell you all the shit I been throgh.Well I know that I have been throgh shit but yet people still do not give a fuck and neither do I.Just to let you all know, yes words do hurt! So why do people be mean to other people well that is an easy answer. The answer is because they think just because someone did something to them well to be honest NEVER HIT ANYONE OR ABUSE SOMEONE IT IS FUCKNG WRONG IN EVERY SINGEL WAY! Just know that you will never have the perfect life! When you think that you will have the prefect life your wrong!Gudge me and I will prove you wrong, call me a bitch you really have know idea...Ok look I know I got off topic but I really thing that everything in this book should have been said it is immportant.I will try and stay on topic more but I don't know.I watch telivision and hear about sick, perverts, molesting children.I fucking hate that shit and I will not stand fot it.All I know is that one church I used to go to the sick, pervert was a pastor and he molsested one of my firends little sister and he is or was in jail and then my mom and my sister was texting and apprently the painter molested young children and that is so fucking sick!Why can't all the molesters, child abuesers, and every crimanl be put in Jail FOREVER! I can not stand to see any more kids in pain because of their fucking parents!

I know....I have been through a lot and no I have never been moslted or anything like that but I do know that the ones who are sometimes don't tell anyone and they need to!For a fact I know that everyone knows that child abuse is wrong but why the hell do they do it.Is it because they get pleasure from seeing their daughter/son in pain...Either way its wrong for anyone to be hit.All I am saying is when you go to sleep knowing that you hit your kid how can you live with youself. I know that if I ever hit my kid that I would make sure that they are ok and not just be oh well they aren't bleeding they must be ok.My niece litterly jumps when you raise your hand at her and she knows she does something I hate when she does that because she should not be scared of that.Sometimes I wonder what my sister and my brother~in~law does to her when they have her.I do know that I have seen them yell at her just because she was crying. I about said something but I did not because I knew that if I did then I don't know what would have happen and what would have been said.One day my mom told me that she found my niece under a blanket sitting up just looking down and would not move.My mom moved the blanket and when my mom did that Kalista still did not move and when my mom walked into the kitchen to do something and she walked back out into the living room she had the blanket back over her head and in the same postion with a devestaed look.

It does not matter what age the kid is CHILD ABUSE IS WRONG! I have seen to many videos and T.V. Shows about it and I can not stand it! There are a lot of parents lucky to have kids and so many of them take it for granted and that is fucking wrong they shouldn't.When and if I can have a kid I will make sure it has whatever he/she needs.I will never let my child or childern go hungry or sit in a shitty diaper.I fucking hate that shit and parents need to learn and grow the fuck up now! Not everyone has a chance to have a kid and if you have one be glad do not take it for granted and beat the shit out of them or rape them because when they grow up they will think that it is ok to rape and beat the shit out of their kids and it's not! I know I am not perfect but you know what I don't want to be prefect and no one should try and be perect because when you say your perfect your saying you're better than God and no one will ever be better than God, not even Saiten! God did not great anyone to be perfect and he never will!Just be glad with the fucking kid you have and stop taking it for granted, it is not right to take someone for granted.I should know because I have took somethings and some people for granted and I did not give a shit well to this day there are still somethings I just don't give a shit about and I won't but, far as people I wish I never took them for granted.

Answer these questions with the best you can and honest:

~Have you ever been beat, raped, or had physical abuse from your parents?

~Did you do something about it?

~How can a parent abuse a little kid and not give a fuck?

~Are you fucking happy that you beat your child?

~Do you even care if you kill your child?

~Will you continue to let it go?

~Do you want to help the others who deal with this?