Jake gets a girlfriend to convince his friends he's straight and so not in love with Heeseung. Except his new girlfriend kind of looks like Heeseung... without the third leg.
i'm not gonna be able to post later so. early + double update 🫶 ________
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hi hyung
i wanted to write this super long meaningful apology originally but theres not nearly enough words to express just how fucking sorry i am.
i meant it when i said i want to be with you all the time
you're under my fucking skin
im terrified of the way you make me feel because i cant even think when you're around me
i see you and i imagine all these things i shouldn't. like our wedding and kids and holding your hand under restaurant tables and sneaking kisses in front of everyone
and every time i wake up next to you i wonder if this is what your future husband would see first thing in the morning and it makes me so sad and so scared for so many different reasons because what if it's not me
what if i never get to be the one to see you in the mornings? what if i never get to be yours?
i didn't think any of this messsge through im fucking sorry if this is so weird and i don't even know if you feel the same but i had to tell you
i'm gay and i'm in love with you and it finally feels so good to admit
please ignore me if you don't feel anything for me because i don't want to get my hopes up
you really don't deserve to be forgiven.
hyung
but i find myself unable to say no to you so often
