Perfect Disguise | luke hemmings

Chapter 2

I wasn't used to this party thing,the boys had already downed 5 beers and the girls were doing shots. I just stood there looking around while I watched luke get off with the 5th girl at the club and we had only been there an hour.

"Here have this, it will relax you" a familiar voice whispered in my ear before handing me a drink.

Luke.

"What makes you think I will drink anything you give me, it's probably been spiked knowing you" I glared at him.

"Oh daisy daisy, just get it down you, you will thank me later babe" he smirked down at me before looking for his next victim he was going to stick his tongue down.

I decided to go against all my instincts and down it.

10 minutes had past and I found myself on the lap of calum. I was drunk thanks to luke and I was probably going to do something I would regret in the morning. I hadn't had sexual contact with a boy since tom, and tbh I wasn't ready for it.

Lily was getting off with mikey and the other girl who I'm yet to know the name of was getting off with ashton. I was surrounded by people that had turned Into wild animals after one drink.

I leaned over to reach for my drink, to be greeted with Calum's arms snaking around my waist. I was to drunk to push them off, and who woulnt want arms like that around you.

Calum pulled me so I was straddling his lap, and I didn't complain. He leaned in and I froze. His lips moved against mine in a way that I knew he wanted more, I was to drunk to say no so parted my mouth he sucked my bottom lip and I let out a moan. I hadn't kissed a boy since tom and I was scared. I didn't know calum that well, what if he tried to hurt me like tom did.

Calum lead me outside where he found an alley way, it was cold and I needed to go home. I hadn't been drunk like this and I wasn't ready for any kind sexual activity. He put his jacket around me,and kissed my cheek before leaning in. He smelt of alcohol and he could barley stand up. I liked calum but I didn't want if to end up like this. Fucking luke.

I didn't have the energy to push him away, I didn't have anything left in me to do anything. His hands reached under my skirt and he started to slip his hand in. Tears ran down my face, I knew it wasn't Calum's fault and I know he would stop if I just said but I couldn't I didn't want to be known as the girl who started crying when calum tried to finger her.

"What the fuck are you doing calum" luke pushed him off me and calum hit the floor.

"What the fuck bro, all I'm doing is exactly what you've been doing for the past 2 hours you fucking idiot" calum shouted.

"The girls I kiss don't start crying on me, half way thought making out, you were basically throwing yourself at her". Luke pointed at me, and I realised I has tears streaming down my face.

I really wasn't going to blend in now.

"Daisy I'm so sorry I honestly didn't meant to I'm so sor-"

"It's alright can someone just take me home I need to go back"I said while sitting down on the curb.

" calum you go back Inside, il take daisy back" luke said while pointing to the club to calum.

"No you've done more then enough luke, I woulnt be in this position if you hadn't given me that drink" I snapped at him.

He came matching over, and honestly I thought he was Going to hit me, my thoughts about boys had changed when him had hit me for the first time. To my surpirse he leaned down And picked me up bridlestile and started walking back go college.

"Don't expect me to do this again dAisy, I don't help people like you alright" luke said while still carrying me.

"So why help me now luke"

"I don't know daisy, you just remind me of someone that's all" luke looked at me, his face changed it was soft it was all most like he was a new person.

It was only a night into collage and I had already to managed to screw up.