sexy, can i?

loving her was red

Zayn's POV

What have I done? I thought to myself. I was in my room lying on my bed. I started crying because I ruined everything. How could the boys lie to me like that? I thought we were best friends. Now I have no one.

I heard a knock on the door. "Go away!" I screamed throwing a pillow at the door covered in pictures of me and Natalie. Ugh. That's the last thing I need. "Zayn! Let me in, now." I heard Natalie say still banging on the door. "No!" I yelled back at her. I don't want to talk to her. I heard her walk away and I relaxed.

I soon heard her walk back, but this time she didn't knock. I heard a noise coming from the door, and it opened. "You picked the lock?!" I yelled at her. She stepped back looking hurt. I could tell she had been crying for along time. Her eyes were swollen and red.

"Yes Zayn, I did." She said. She walked over to me and climbed under the covers. I turned my bare back to her and she started tracing circles on my back. She started whispering lyrics to "I won't give up" in my ear. She had a great voice.

She kissed me behind my ear sending

chills down my spine. I flipped back over to face her and she smiled at me. She cupped my face in her hands and I gave her a funny look. "What are you doing?" I said to her, "This." she smiled and kissed me.

Wait, what? She was just crying because I kissed her, now she kissed me. I pulled away and stared at her. What's going on?

She looked at me and kissed my cheek.

"Why'd you kiss me?" I asked her. "I love you Zayn. I know you're really confused right now. I thought you liked another girl and yeah..." I

laughed at her and kissed her slowly. "I love you too Natalie."