I have been thinking for soo long how to write (type -3-) this chapter x3
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(Btw lets say Sebastian is like 23-27 idfk how old he is. Cuz leik he doesnt seem like 19 or anything xD)
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My eyes widen in shock.
This is wrong.
I need to stop.
But how?
His lips are so warm and soft and I just want to keep this moment for forever. His arms wrap around me and my face is heating up. I close my eyes and embrace his kiss. Then, his hand caresses my cheek and his free hand snakes up my dress, rubbing my thy. I moan at his kiss.
Wait.
Stop.
I break the kiss for air and push away from him. We connect eye contact and he looks at me with a look of confusion.
"Ciel, I'm sorry- i cant-" I tell him.
He looks at me with a poker face.
"Um- I should- uh" I don't know what to say.
Theres a moment of silence.
"Ciel?" He hasn't responded to me.
Suddenly, he pins me to the bed. He grabs both of my arms and pins them above my head with one hand. I try to wiggle away, but he just puts pressure onto me with his body. He lowers his head and starts kissing my neck.
"C-Ciel! Stop!" I continue to struggle.
He doesn't respond and starts sucking on my neck and I bite back moans. But I know this isn't right. I love Sebastian.
I snap back to reality.
"CIEL!! I SAID STOP!!" I yell at him and successfully wiggle my arms out of his grip, then I try to fight back.
I scratch and kick my legs, but that seems to not be doing anything. I scratch his face by accident, causing his eye patch to fall off and he is in shock. He jumps off of me and starts to look for his eyepatch. That was my chance to get away. I climb off the bed and run towards the door.
"HOW DARE YOU DO THAT, (Y/N)!!" Ciel says with a mad voice.
I make it to the door and turn around.
"You were going to rape me!!" I yell at him, giving him a pissed off look, with a pinch of worriedness.
He is left speechless and he walks toward me, giving me a hard slap on my cheek. I yelp. My head turns to the side and my eyes widen.
"WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR?!?!?" I ask him, furiously.
"For ripping my eyepatch off!" He responds
"What was that on your eye?!?!"
It takes a few moments for him to respond.
"Non of your business!!"
We look at each other. I break the eye contact by running out of the room, tears flying off my face. I'm only focused by the rhythm of my footsteps and I don't care about time or anything, I just want Sebastian. I want him to hold me and I want him to tell me 'It's ok'. I want to scream out my emotions I'm feeling right now.
But when?
When can I scream?
I turn a corner and bump into someone. Apparently, they were holding some kind of substance in a tea cup and it spilled all over me and the person.
I look up to see Sebastian.
Sebastian!
I hug him without thinking, not minding about my outfit being all wet.
Sebastian notices its me and that I'm sad with tears streaming down my face.
"(Y/N)? Whats wrong?" He asks, hugging me back.
"C-ciel.....he...." I try to talk.
"He what?"
"He.....tried to rape me!"
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My face after typing this >> (-｡-;)
I hope I didn't make you feel different about Ciel ；＿；
But I hope you enjoyed this chapter!!
Buh bai my kawaiians ^u^
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