Chapter 1

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January 16th, 2019 -

Shaniah-Hazel-Makkonen-Tesfaye -

I'm now 8 years old and going to 9 next month, and next year, I'm finally 10... my dad is going to be 29 this year, but he is currently 28 and will be 30 next year...

Wow, next year is a big number for the both of us... what happens when you're 10? I'm nervous, guys...

My dad is now very strict and doesn't tolerate any stupid behavior. Otherwise, he'd end me in a heartbeat...

He's currently listening to Lost in the Fire 🔥 which I absolutely enjoy 😉 😎. I then asked a stupid question, which I shouldn't have asked 😬😬😬. Please save me, guys 🙏 😀.

Shaniah: " Uhm, dad, am I allowed my phone?"

He checked the time and it was only 9 am. I'm only allowed it at 1 pm. And I know that 😬🙏. I'm stupid for real, please save me... He gave me a death glare.

Abel: " You should know this by now. Wtf is the time?"

Shaniah: " 1 pm?"

My dad looked at me as if I was stupid, which I was being...

Abel: " Are you stupid?! Wtf is the time, Shaniah?!"

I said a stupid answer once again.

Shaniah: " It's 11 am."

He got angry at me and got ready to hit me five times until I quickly said the answer.

Abel: " You really wanna try me!!"

Shaniah: " Wait!! It's actually 9 am."

He sat back down and stared at me with disbelief.

Abel: " Then why tf were you saying that it's 1 pm? And 11 am?! Wtf is wrong with you 😒? You're 8 going to 9 in a month. You should know this by now! I didn't raise you to be an imbecile, I raised you to be intelligent and kind, but instead, you're just stupid and rude. Get out of my sight or else!!"

I was speechless and ran off crying to my room. He didn't even care at all. I told you that he's strict... in the past, he would care, but now he doesn't. How I wish I could travel back in time and be 5 years old again 😪.

I started sobbing and got my laptop to speak with Amy quietly. I locked the door so my dad couldn't enter. He's also overprotective with me. If I'm dating someone, he'll make my boyfriends life hell 😤. It's not fair 😤!!!

Zoom call with Ames -

Amy: " Shaniah, you're crying. What happened?"

Shaniah: " I hate my life. I wish we could travel back in time and live in 2015 forever. "

Amy: " Uncle Abel, right?"

I nodded my head and wiped away my tears.

Shaniah: " I don't get it why my dad is like this now 😕 😐. "

Amy: " Maybe it's because he really cares about you and wants you to have a good future. And he doesn't want anything bad to happen to you. "

Shaniah: " I don't care!! He's rude, that's all!! He doesn't care about me!!"

My dad was spying on me and Amy's conversation 😒. He entered the room using his spare key and smacked me on my face very hard.

Amy: " Yeah, I'm out, goodbye. "

She immediately left the call, and my dad took the laptop and slapped me on my ass and yelled at me. I was crying uncontrollably with pain.

Abel: " How dare you talk about me behind my back 😤?!! I will destroy everything that you love!! I don't even care if it hurts your feelings!! You really need to learn your lesson and stop acting like a nigga that you already are!!"

He left the room to throw my laptop down so it'll smash ☹️☹️☹️. He's so unfair nowadays 😤.

Shaniah: " No! Please!!! Don't destroy it!! I need to use it for homework and calling people. It's not fair!!!"

He didn't even look at me or reply. He just threw it out of the window, and it smashed into pieces 😭 😩. He then turned around to face me, but I looked down and ran away crying uncontrollably to enter my room.

He followed me and I got angry at him 😑. I can't believe that he would do this to me!!

Abel: " Don't you dare walk away from me! I'm not finished dealing with you!"

Shaniah: " And I don't care!!!"

He was taken aback when I said that, and he got even more angrier than me. He then got ready to hit me ten times, but I ran around the house screaming while he ran after.

Abel: " Try me!!!"

I didn't reply and tried to find a way to escape him and this situation, but I failed 😔. Why is my dad like this now? He pinned me down and started hitting me.

He covered my mouth with a cloth so that I couldn't scream. Tears started forming in my eyes, and once he was done, he took the cloth out of my mouth and chased me to my room.

Once I arrived in the room, he locked me in there, and I started banging on the door and yelling for him to let me out.

Shaniah: " Let me out!!! You can't do this to me!! This is so unfair 😒!!"

Abel: " Next time you got to watch your mouth! And then maybe this won't happen again!"

I went down onto my knees and started crying uncontrollably. My dad left to watch TV while I was crying uncontrollably.

He locked me in there for 3 whole hours 😪 😭 and once the time was up, he let me out to see me traumatized.

I didn't say a word, I literally went downstairs to make lunch. And he went back to watch TV while I was traumatized.

He was watching Love Island again and I really want to watch TV!! This is not fair 😢!!

Shaniah: " Dad, I'm going out with my friends if that's okay with you. "

He stopped what he was watching and gave me a blank stare 😳.

Abel: " No, it's not okay with me. You're not going after the way you were behaving today. "

Shaniah: " This is so unfair!! UGH ☹️!!"

I groaned and went to my bedroom to write in my diary. He didn't even care and carried on watching his Love Island 😔.

I'm leaving without him knowing. And I don't care...

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