buddie oneshots/smutt

Christmas

Eddie POV

im talking to my parents as i walk into the fire house. "¿Por qué los chicos siempre están tratando de separarme de mi familia aquí? Siempre estás tratando de llevarte a Chris. Ya lo superé. Si va a haber condiciones para nuestro amor y si podemos visitarlo, ¡¡¡que te jodan porque NO PUEDES volverme heterosexual !!!! (*why are you guys always trying to break me up from my family here... you are always trying to take Chris.. i'm over it. if there are going to be conditions on our love and if we can visit there then fuck you because you CANT turn me straight!!!!*) i scream as i hang the phone up. i am early to shift by a half hour so i v line it for the gym. i start punching it. screaming at it. "hey .. Eddie......what's up man." hen said concerned. "i'm fine leave it. my family is a bitch" i say nothing else. i realize that the bell rings. i grab my shit and head to the truck.

i'm rather quiet today which i just keep getting look. buck even looked at me and hen nudged him as in leave me alone. we head to a call where this kid that was left alone got into some glass and got seriously injured. bobby benched me for it since i guess i'm not fully here its what ever. i just want Christmas to come so i can see buck and spend it with him and Chris. i'm over all of this. on the way back to the fire house my phone don't stop ringing. "Eddie do you want me to pick it up and act like they have the wrong number.." Chim said. "nope its just my parents." i say angerly. i finally got fed up . my parents know English so sometimes i mix the Spanish and English together ... i answered the phone. "papi i'm at fucking work what. .. what the fuck do you want." he rambles for a bit. i stand in the middle of the fire house froze to what he just said.. "DONT ever call my son a disgrace or broken. he WOULD NOT BE better off there. you just don't like the fact i built a life here. so here is your out. "tu hijito perfecto es Gay so screw you and Pierde mi puto número" i say throwing my phone hanging up. (* your perfect little son is gay so screw you and lose my number*). "Eddie.. Office now!!" Bobby said. i look around and see that everyone is staring. 

i walk into the office. "i'm so sorry.... i think i need to take the rest of today and tomorrow. i need to get my emotion in check. " i say ready to cry. "yes you do how ever i don't fully trust how you will handle this because you will be by yourself till Christmas eve when Chris comes home from his trip with Carla... so buck will be with you because i know y'all care about each other. also even know you just came out to the whole place we have known for a while. and we all including me are extremely proud of you for standing up to them. also your 100% safe with us. now go home enjoy time with buck and find some happiness you deserve the world. " he says pulling me into a hug. i break. i just start crying and all he can do is rub my back. i stand up after a moment and straighten up. "um where's my phone." i question. "Buck has it he caught it when you threw it..." "oh shit is he ok..." "yes but go home you both need it. i stand up and walk out. "i'm sorry that y'all had to see that i will see y'all in a few days..." i say trying to not cry. and i get into bucks jeep and buck follows.

Bucks POV

i partly understood what he said to his parents i just stand there trying to figure out what to say. and then he says he is gay. i might have a chance.. what the fuck is wrong with me .... he is hurting stop thinking about your best friend like that. god he looks hot punching the punching bag... "hey bobby if i were you and no i ain't telling you how to do your job i understand he is probably benched today but we cant leave him alone. Chris is on a trip and he will spiral. especially when he figures out exactly what he said in front of everyone. he hasn't came out to anyone i don't think. " i say whispering. " i didn't know he was by him self so thank you for that info. if i do send him home are you okay to take a few days off with him because i defiantly don't wanna leave him alone?" "yes of course anything for my Eddie." i say blushing. 

as the day goes on his mood just gets worse... and then he finally answered his phone again. even more angry. which isnt a good thing but at same time its hot to me. he just told his parents off and all of a sudden a phone was coming at me. "fuck" i catch it and bobby gave me a look. so i headed to the locker room and grabbed mine and eddies things. knowing we were leaving.