buddie oneshots/smutt

you broke me first

(i haven't watched much since tommy and buck got together. so I'm playing it off a little bit i know that none to very little is accurate )

Bucks POV

i am getting ready for my 6 month anniversary date with Tommy and im actually in a suit but i don't trust my judgement and even know i know i had slight feelings for Eddie i pushed those down and i have been completely devoted to Tommy it hurts less every day. but i know its for the best how ever i cant help but want his opinion. so i video call him.

"hey Eddie" i say on video call. why is he so red... we have barely talked lately unless its to do with Chris because he said he is going through a lot. "uh hey what's up ev?" " i am so nervous for tonight and i don't know if this all matches. i need your opinion.." he say more nervous. "your always beautiful mi amor. i mean buck... Tommy will love it and you will be great tonight. and maybe we can all hang out soon.... " he seems so sad i ain't sure why.. but i just realized that's the first time he called me mi amor since me and tommy got together .... i wonder why he stopped then again i don't know what it means... maybe ill look it up later. i realize the time. "thank you will you be up later?" i ask before jumping off. "um uh yea Chris is with Hen tonight then going to Abuelas tomorrow for some sort of Church thing with her... you can come by or call if you want but you maybe getting lucky" he laughs off but looks sadder. "i will definitely call at least. i know we haven't talked in a while and not really sure why... we have stopped hanging out when me and tommy got together and it kind of bugs me. I'm making more time for my boys but i better go have a good night Eddie. " i head out the door and start driving to Tommy's to pick him up but i haven't received a okay message since telling him i was on my way. 

i pull up to his house getting ready to knock. but someone's car is there... then i see it through the window he was kissing someone. i am tearing up. and knock anyways even know i wanna run. he opens it. he looks like he was a deer in headlights. "Evan?" "One its buck and two we are done but would you like to explain yourself?" i get out before the tears are falling.. "come in we can talk.." i step in but stand by the door after grabbing my few things i had there. "go... i have nothing to say i truly want to hear what you have to say knowing EVERYTHING i have been through.. " i say trying to just contain my self. "it started 2 months ago... when you hung out with Eddie.. i figured since you cheated i would. but i ended up catching feelings...i am so sorry Buck i didn't mean to hurt you. " he says trying to grab me. "no do-do-don't touch me. i never cheated on you me and Eddie have never kissed or did ANYTHING he is my best friend and i wanted to hang with him and Chris i haven't done much since we got together partly because you seemed like you didn't care for him. and i was trying to respect you. but 2 fucking months. why the fuck did you wait 2 fucking months. also why knowing it was our 6 month anniversary and i asked earlier this week about going out WHY TOMMY????!!!!"I'm not fully crying. "Buck you love him you cant tell me you don't wanna be with him. i saw it and that's why and i forgot tonight its kind of our 2 month anniversary ... your in love with him and he loves you... its obvious i know you cheated." "TOMMY I NEVER FUCKING CHEATED THATS ONE THING I HAVE NEVER DONE IN ANY RELATIONSHIP. did i have feelings for him at one point yes. but when i met you i was all for you i didn't think about him like that. the day i went over there Chris Fell and was ASKING for me. wait is this why Eddie stopped talking to me so much... because ... DID YOU SAY SOMETHING TO HIM?!?!?" I'm now more angry then sad. "YES I SAID SOMTHING TO HIM. i thought you slept together. it was obvious i told him to back off that you were mine now. it was ALWAYS about him Buck ... him or his son. i never meant to hur-" he gets cut off i all of a sudden i see josh. "babe  why are you guys yelling..." that's when i realize he didn't know either. "ohhhhh this is so so good. so it wasn't just me you were lying to.. do you wanna tell him or me?" i asked tommy. "buck please don't..i will get you when you least expect it so that you cant defend yourself." he threatend and i shivered a bit. "don't what what's going on.. " josh says confused "buck what is tommy pleading about and why do you look pissed and sad. " he says even more confused. "wait you guys know each other?" tommy asked. "yes he works with my sister... oh and Josh it seems we have the same boyfriend. tonight is your 2 months from what he says well this is also our 6 month. he been playing us both. and he told Eddie to back  off" i say fisting my hand up. "oh really out of all the things you told Eddie to back off of buck god your a dumb ass for that they are best friends I'm shocked they weren't together. but that makes so much since when Eddie came to the station the other night and did not even say hi to me. " he says and then i think it all clicked."WAIT YOU CHEATED ON BOTH OF US...i don't exactly care that you cheated on me for the mear fact your now single from me. but uh i don't take kindly to being the other man and also why the fuck would you cheat on buck he is the sweetest most lovable man. and adores his kid" he says with out missing a beat.