the love i never had

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Ja'Bria

it felt unreal. all of it.

my mother was moving my schools because apparently i "got into too many fights". PURE BULLSHIT! too many people gotta attitude and they needed to be humbled. and god chose me to humble them.

simple as that. but now im in the main office, waiting for my mom to finish signing the papers to pull me out. this sucks ass. im gonna leave all my friends and for what?

not my fault. i stare at my mom signing the papers and i feel my stomach turn. "ma, we going home after this? you think we could get some popeyes?" my eyes light up.

my mom glares at me, "young lady you must be out of your goddamn mind to be thinking im gonna buy you some outside food while im pulling you out of a beautiful school because of your behavior! you got popeyes money?"

i actually do. but im not gonna say it, its just gonna set her off more. "no ma, i dont."

i roll my eyes and go on my phone, my mother already told me what school im going to after this one, so im looking up the instagram for it. i search up "edgewater highschool fl" and it pops up, it looks like a decent school.

thats bad, i want a messy school with fights. hey, dont blame me, i hate boring schools. i scroll down a little bit on the grid and see a pic of a friend group at a prom, okay this look fun..

i press on the picture and observe the picture, i cant seem to pay attention to the other girls but only one shines like none of the others.

she had deep brown curly hair, porcelain skin, and beautiful brown eyes i could just get lost into, she was wearing a blood red flowy dress. red is so her color and i dont even know her personally.

"yaya, lets go." my moms calls out for me. "coming!" my voice sounds raspy. i take a screenshot and i walk out the main office while putting the phone into my pocket.

hm. i wonder if she still goes to that school, the pic was from last year. she looks like a cool and chill person so i would probably get along with her. who knows? she might even be mine

ok, ja'bria. now your getting ahead of yourself.

well, first i need to find out if she still goes to that school.

Jhené

"I SAY WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO BABYYYYY I LOVE YOU BAE" my sister dances around the kitchen "to sexyy red.

"girl you dont even gotta man , who the fuck ya 'bae'" i walk to the kitchen island and sit. "whatcha making?" i smile. she looks at me,  "pancakes. want some?"

i smile. "YESSS PLEASEEE!" aria is older than me, and a total partier. she goes out every other day. she always invites me and i always say no. it wasnt ever my scene, all the smoking and drinking. yeah, i dunno. just not for me.

"also, im going out tonight. if mom and dad asks, say im at kamora's." she says to me while handing me a pancake. i roll my eyes "okie dok!" i slide the plate towards me and start eating. my phone then vibrates.

"ATTENTION SCHOLARS: NEW STUDENT COMING TOMORROW." i stare at the phone screen and smile. finally, we havent had a new student in so long. thank god its sunday, i hate dealing with the kids at school.

maybe the new student will be nice, who knows?
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HI GUYSSS SORRY THIS IS A SHORT CHAPTER

but yea thanks for reading 🥰