the love i never had

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𝐉𝐚'𝐁𝐫𝐢𝐚

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𝑴𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒚

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nah this feels like a set up. the way the kids at this school look so happy and like they never get in trouble, yea, too good to be true. im standing in the parking lot with my motorcycle. i park it and take my helmet off, i look at the school. okay atleast theres some diversity instead of it being like highschool musical.

i walk towards the double doors and it opens automatically, i look at the sign things on the doors, i keep walking until i reach the principals office. before i go in, i hear a girl arguing with this elderly lady, im guessing thats the principal.

"okay well im getting detention for what? being pretty?" the girl yells. the elderly lady starts yelling back, "your outfit is too much for the school dress code" 

ew, i hate dresscodes, let us wear what we want. jesus fucking christ.

"i saw so many other girls wear a tube top, and plus, guys are walking around in fucking tank tops! are you slow?" the girl yells a little louder.

okay, why she clocked her teaaaa?

"no, but you know what i am, the principal. get out and grab your stuff. you have detention from 3-5." 

i hear the girl scoff and i back up from the door so she could walk out. we make eye contact for a split second, she looks about 5'4, curly hair, deep brown eyes- wait am i bugging?

oh my god.

the girl from the picture.

shes even more beautiful in person.

she stops in her tracks and looks at me, "hey, i dont know you but you must be new. im Jhene. and whatever you do, dont waste your time arguing with this old hag." she smiles and winks at me. 

"yeah , thanks. ill see you around."

she smiles and continues walking.

i knock on the door to the principals office and i hear a scoff, then a "come in." 

i walk in and see her sitting behind her desk. "oh, your Ja'Bria, right?"

i nod my head and sit in one of her chairs. "I go by Bria or Yaya."

"okay, bria. im ms.reese. im gonna give you your schedule for the day. if you have any questions just come to me." 

i smile and nod my head. she hands me a paper with my schedule on it. "have a great day." she says before i walk out the door. "you too." 

i walk into the hallway and unfold the paper. gym. first period. who on gods green fucking earth wants to have gym first period. i sigh and walk to the gym. 

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im in the locker room, and the dress code for gym is sweatpants with a tank top. or shorts with a tank top. yea no thanks. im not wearing fucking shorts. these niggas could be perverts.

i put my hair up into a ponytail and i walk out the locker room into the gym. my eyes immediately go the Jhene. we basically have a free period of gym since the teacher isnt here. so Jhene is just filling me with questions while we sit on the bleachers.

jesus christ shes annoying.

"so, what school did you come from?" "is this your real hair?" "your skin is so clear, what do you use?"

its like a fucking energizer bunny.

if you were to look at pictures of her you would think shes a chill, calm person. NO. 

shes BOMBARDING me with questions.

"uhm, not to be rude or whatever, but just leave me alone."

i get up and grab my tote bag. i walk out the gym to the nearest bathroom. i look at myself in the mirror for i dont even know how long. just looking at myself.

my face, my body, my everything.

jesus christ im hideous. 

i feel a tear come down my cheek but i wipe it once i hear someone come into the bathroom. its this lighskin girl with honey brown hair. she looks at me, "hey, are you okay?" i turn my head and look at her.

"yeah im good." i smile.

"im jhene's sister. she told me you ran into here for some type of reason?"

OH MY FUCKING GOD. ANOTHER ONE?

"not to talk shit about your sister or anything, shes really nice, i just feel like shes a little too talkative for my liking. im kinda, you know, not used to it. if that makes sense."

she nods and licks her lips. "y'know shes just trying to get to know you right?"

i nod my head.

"maybe just try not to be rude, just answer the questions and hopefully she'll shut up." i smile, "thanks, whats your name?"

"Aria. I'm a senior, but i got left back in 3rd."

im about to say something when i hear the teacher calling us , "GIRLS OUT THE BATHROOM!"

i sigh and grab my tote bag.

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hiyaaa

who wanna run my friendly fade