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the comforter, never the comforted (Techno)

TW: panic attack & Mentions of suicide

Y/N: 13yrs

Techno: 16yrs

Notes: If you are in anyway triggered by there, please do not read this. I will be putting a (TW) before the mentions of suicide part.

Y/N POV

I got home from school early. It was a half day today for my grade because of teacher worship, the boys had a full day and Phil cou;ldnt get home from work early today, leaving me home alone. I threw my bag on the couch and went up to my room, forgetting to grab the crap ton of homework I was assigned for the weekend. I change out of my uniform and into some sweatpants and a hoodie. 'i forgot my homework.' I think to myself as I walk downstairs and grab it. I had homework in each class besides music and art. I start working on my math homework, I had a 10 page packet which sucked, it took me a while to finish it. On the 5th page it started getting overwhelming but I keep going. I don't even realize when I start to cry.

When I get to the 7th page I give up, my hands were too shaky and I couldn't even solve a problem. It was about 1:00 Pm when I had finished the 6th page. I get out of my chair and go sit on my bed, feeling a panic attack start to creep up on me I try to ground myself but it isn't working. I've lost track of time at this point, I hear the door slam shut, 'fuck.' I think to myself, I totally forgot Techno gets out early because collage classes were canceled this week. I force myself to stop crying. I wipe my eyes and try to make it seem like I wasn't crying, I knew it didn't work, my eyes were puffy from crying and my breath was still shakey.

I hear Technos steps make their way up the stairs. I hear them stop infront of my room then a gentle knock, "can I come in Y/N?" He asks. "yeah." I say, my nose stuffy from crying. He opens the door, "hey, how was your day at school?" He asks, "Pretty good. how was yours?" I ask, he walks over to my bed, "Sucked, I got slammed with work today, I'm glad collage classes were canceled." he says, I hum nodding. "Seems like it sucked. Have you eaten lunch yet?" I ask, Techno shakes his head. "why don't you go change and I'll make us lunch, yeah?" I say smiling softly, "Y/n you don't have to." He says, "No. I want to. I feel like cooking something today." He makes a noise of disagreement but still goes to his room, hopefully to change.

I get up from bed and make my way downstairs. I grab bread and stuff to make grilled cheese. I start making 2 grilled cheeses. Im in the middle of making the first one when Techno comes down. "Hope you don't mind grilled cheese." I say, "I dont mind." Techno says, I finish making his grilled cheese, I put it on a plate and hand it to him. I making mine. When I finish making mine I put it on a plate, "want a drink?" I ask, "Can I just get a water? please." I nod and grab me and him a water, I hand him his water and he smiles taking it. "Thanks." he says, I smile humming at him. He finishes his food and I take his plate for him putting it in the sink, he smiles and gives me a thanking hum and heads up to his room. I finish my food and put it in the sink then head up to my room aswell.

I look at my desk that is skatered with papers, I already feel myself getting over whelmed just by looking at the pile of papers. I walk over to my desk and start working on the papers. I finish the math packet and start with my science one. It was pretty easy so I start my Ela packet, that was a whole different story. I'm not even halfway threw it when I start feeling overwhelmed and start crying. I keep trying to do my paper, I hear Technos steps near my door. Then I hear him walk away. I start sobbing harder, knowing my own brother didn't even want to help me. I just get out of my chair and flop onto my bed, Blocking the whole world out by sleeping. I didn't feel like dealing with anything right now so what better than to sleep. (TW) God I wish I could sleep forever. I look at my medication on my side table. Maybe I could?

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Have a wonderful day/night loves! remember, eat, sleep, and drink water.

also, in highschool Juniors and Seniors can have collage classes in highschool.