FOES TO FLAMES

Crash& burn

This story continues after the last aslaz scene we got in episode 36. So Alaz came to Asi because he regretted whatever he told her.

" I aborted there is no baby!"

Alaz was standing there. Flabbergasted... no emotion... no movement.
" What?"
" There is no baby!" Asi said while she cried. " You don't deserve to be a father. The baby doesn'r deserve to have a father like you. A coward! Someone that is weak! Someone who runs away from every single problem. Someone that hurts the people around him." He just stood still there..

" I did nothing but support you. I did nothing but trying to understand you. I lost in. Alaz I lost Umut because of your dad..... but look? Im trying to move on for Umut!" she yelled

" And what are you doing? Being the weak one again. You were right. Ive no family... i dont know how it feels to have a family. I don't know what it is like to have someone blood related. I wanted it! I really wanted it, but you what did you do? You ruined it!"

" Im sorry Asi-"
" Are you really?"
He stepped closer to her and held her face
" Look You are right! About everything you said you are right! Im a weak coward! I am! And I dont deserve you. All I do is cause people pain. Especially the ones that were there for me. Im burning. My soul is hurting like it never did before. Everything turned out to be a lie. My father.... And ece.... thats no reason to keep hurting you. I can't accept that shes gone. I couldn't protect her. She was suffering so much asi" she really felt bad for him. Especially because everything je said was true. "Im an ass im a dick...."
Asi pushed him away

" It's over I aborted as I said.... Now go. Im tired of trying for you. Im tired of running after you. I loved you the way you were. With your sins... with your mistakes. Im not that type of person that gives up on love and breaks up for a small problem."
She yelled while moving her hands
" Alaz I fought... but you not wanting the baby.... How could you? It wasnt even the baby's fault! Because of you I gave up on our baby! Because of you! I told you as soon as Ill get rid of this baby, I will get rid of you too!" She dried her tears and wanted to walk away.

He grabbed her arm " I dont believe you.... You wouldn't do that" he gave her a sad gaze.
She pulled her arm so he let go of it.
" I did!"
He turned her to face him
" tell me that you aborted the baby while looking into my eyes"
Asi had no emotion on her face. She stepped closer and whispered
" I aborted the baby.... now I want you to be gone. Ill never see you again alaz soysalan. Siktir gir sonsuza kadar"

Asi walked inside and closed the door very hard.

There he was. Just standing in front of the door. Not knowing what to do or say.... He realized that he lost Asi forever. " AAAAAGHHHH" he said while punching on the door. He screamed and cried. Alaz hit his own head very hard.
" neden Allahim neden!" He screamed.

Asi was there crying in front of the door on the ground, while her hand was grabbing her belly. she cried as silent as possible. There was a little spot where she could secretly look outside to without Alaz noticing.

There she saw him. Wit a bloody fist sitting in front of the door while crying. His hands in his hair...
....

Alaz stood up and went to his car. He drove away very fast.

Asi was worried. " I went too far" she said while one of her hands touched her mouth. He didn't deserve this.... He didn't deserve this lie. She did not abort the baby. Asi would never do an abortion
" what if he hurts himself?" She said while walking back and forth. She then stood in front of the mirror with a hand on her belly " I don't care. This time he fucked up"

Alaz was driving very fast, while he cried. His hand covered his mouth " Its all my fault... everything is my fault. I fucked up again. I ruined it again.... Im a mess... im worse than you baba" he increased his speed and drove faster.
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" No Im too worried" asi said. She grabbed her phone to call yaman