Sturniolo triplets oneshots/hurtfics

{I was to young to see the truth} -Chris

Thank you Sparkler2020 for this idea!
Tw: panic attack, SH (hair pulling, face hitting), some swearing, degrating self worth.
Btw Im going to start writing more first person POV's. Though there will be some switching during the story!
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(Btw this is a custom made guess who with them.)
I could feel my heart beating, we were in Los Angeles for our tour. It was supposed to be a small game of guess who. Who knew how wrong guess who can go? I didn't think so, but as my name came up while drawling our character I knew that I was in for a bad time...
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Chris, Matt, and Nick had picked a group from the crowd to play a game with them. They all picked from the magical hat holding their character. When everybody got their character they started. Nick was up first, and he was against one of the crowd members named Sidney. Sidney was hard competition as she had a very easy character, but somehow nick pulled through and won! This continued on until it was Chris vs one of the guest named Bianca. (IDK😭) Chris was confident that he could win. That was until Bianca started listing off what her character looked like.
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I was confident that I could win, as I had Bianca as my character this was gonna be easy! Of course Bianca, went first since she was the guest. I saw her grin and she started to ask her first question.

"Is my character a male or female?"

I smiled, and told her it was a male. I watched as she put down a few off her characters on her board. It was turn to ask a question.

"Does my character have brown hair?"

She shook yes her head, and I put down I put down all my chapters that didn't have brown hair.

We went back and fourth for a while until one question, threw me off. As none of the characters that I saw fit her type of description.

" does my chapter have a big mouth that looks like they talk a lot?"

Now if that was specific I don't know what is. I was stunned for a second, but said yes since a few chapters had there their mouths open.

As I finished was both got five minutes to put down everybody who we know it's not. After those five minutes we had to make a guess. I put down all the males and saw my face on the board. I studied it and for a moment I thought

" maybe she was talking about me?"

I shook my head and put me down. That's not right.
I don't think anybody who's here would do that.

It was time for us to take a guess. I went in and guessed some random person on the board since I had a lot up still. I ended up being right! Bianca went in and started to look at her board. She put down her reaming cards till she had one.  She smiled and guessed me. I felt my smile drop as I put my card in the middle. She had gotten it right. I mean I don't think she was wrong I think I'm a big mouth.
(IM SO SORRY I HATE MAKING FUN OF THEM)
I got a point on our board for winning, but as the show continued I couldn't get the thought of what she said. I mean I bet she didn't mean it in a mean way, but it was still so painful...

I had to push through for our show. When we were nearing the end I felt my chest started to tighten up. I feel like the comment about my appearance, and how I was a non stop talker. A big mouth that took up everything was me talkin, talkin, talkin all the time. The comment about my big mouth I've heard before from my brothers, from people on the internet. Hearing it in person though was the last straw. I could feel everything was beginning to crash down on me.

As we finished the show, I said goodbye to our fans and speed walked off stage. I felt the stares of my brothers on me, but I needed to get out it was becoming way to much. We all got to the dressing room, and started to talk about what went good in the show and what we could improve on. As we talked, I felt my phone go off. I took my phone out and lifted it above my face to what it was. Usually I ignore them, but I was feeling an itch to open it. As I open the app I see a a dm. I decided " it can't be that bad" and open it. At the top the name was Bianca ——. The same Bianca from tonight. She was DMing him. I scrolled down and read the message, I felt my heart drop to my stomach. it was Bianca from the show saying that she meant every single word that she said. That she hated me, and that I shouldn't exist. I couldn't take it.