Hate Wanting You | LN

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'That was absolutely crazy. That has never happened to me before. I also have never walked down a red carpet with a girl before though. I though they would know you're just a friend,' he responded.

"Friend." Funny choice of words.

It went quiet in the room as we both listened to the large crowd of reporters at the other side of the door.

I heard some loud, angry voices, which were the security guards, I assumed. They finally managed to get every reporter outside.

'I think they're all gone,' Lando said while listing with one ear against the door.

I softly nodded in agreement.

Lando's hand reached for the lock and switched it open. Or at least, he tried to.

'What the-' he softly cursed to himself as he was now aggressively trying to switch the lock open.

No succes.

'Little wimp. Let me try.'

I pushed him to the side and tried to switch the lock. Also no succes.

'Little wimp,' he said mocking me.

I rolled my eyes in response.

'This has to be a joke,' I said, followed with a deep sigh.

'Tell me you have your phone with you, 'cause mine is with an assistant.'

'I do, I'm not as stupid as you, duh,' I responded on a sassy tone.

'I'll call Oscar.'

Calling Oscar <3..........

"The person you are calling can not be reached..."

'Let me try again,' I smiled awkwardly.

Calling Oscar <3.........

"The person you are calling can not be-"

'Maybe his phone is also with an assistant?'

'Or he just doesn't want to talk to you?' Lando said with raised eyebrows.

'No, why would he not want to talk to me?' I asked with a confused look.

'I don't know? Maybe your relationship is not what it seems to be,' he responded and shrugged.

'How the hell would you know?!' I said, getting a little irritated.

'I'm just sayin.'

He held his hands up in defence.

What if he's with an other girl right now? Could that also be the reason why he ditched me earlier?

'You doubt it,' Lando stated.

I guess he was abled to read my thoughts on my face.

'Has he been acting weird lately? The best way to know if he's cheating is how he's acting during sex.'

I gulped.

'Noooo..... You haven't even..?'

I did not want to admit it.

'Are you serious?!' Lando exclaimed as he stared at me with wide eyes.

'Why don't you mind your own fucking business huh?!' I screamed at him in anger.

I walked past him with big steps towards the door to hopefully get the fuck out of here.

But I got stopped as he grabbed me firmly by my waist and pushed me against the wall besides the door.

I gasped in the quick and sudden movement.

Our faces were now only inches apart. We were practically breathing each others air.

'Tell me you don't care that your relationship is a secret,' he started.

'Tell me you don't care that he ditched you on the red carpet,' he went on while raising his voice.

'Tell me you don't care that he doesn't fuck you!' he practically screamed at my face.

I was totally sick of his shit at this point.

'You wanna hear it Lando?!' I screamed at him.

'I do care that our relationship is a secret and it makes me insecure as hell! I do care that he leaves me hanging and I almost have to embarrass myself by walking on my own! And I do care that he doesn't fuck the living shit out of me and it makes me touch myself every fucking night 'cause that's how lonely I am!'

For a small minute we just stared at each other. Heavy breathing because of the screaming.

Feeling his breath on my skin....

His hands on my waist....

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