So originally I named this "Smile" but then I didn't know how to make that into a story so I was thinking about this song then came up with a story so the song for this is, "After the Storm," By Kali Uchis, Tyler The Creator, and Bootsy Collins. So enjoy!!
You and Chunkz have been dating for about 6 months now, and he knows one of your fears are storms because of how loud and scary they are. One night, the storms got really bad and you were really scared but Chunkz wasn't home. ⚠️TW: PANIC ATTACK⚠️
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Y/N's POV
I was currently in the kitchen cooking dinner for my boyfriend and I. He was currently out filming but he should be on his way back soon. I had seen dark clouds outside but I prayed it would just be cloudy with no storms. It had started raining which I didn't mind much, in fact I loved the rain which was ironic to the fact I hated storms. The rain was calm, a way to ease out my problems.I could never dislike the rain, it's soothing to me and it always has been. Although I hate storms, I love the yucky weather, I have always found peacefulness in rain though and nothing has changed that. The thing I don't like about storms is the fact that they're apart of nature, so you know you can't control it. You can't control it on when to stop or how hard it hits, so it scares me.
I have always had bad anxiety growing up but I was never diagnosed nor did I want to be. With no medications to help or stop the anxiety, I always practiced on breathing techniques or fidgeting which is what I usually do during storms. Well, that's what I used to do. Ever since i've met my boyfriend, Amin, who goes by Chunkz, he's always been by my side during storms.
Every time there was a storm, he would hold me close and tell me it's going to be alright. He, of course, was always right but that never stopped me from being worried. I'm a worrier and an over-thinker so when you put those two things together plus a storm, never ends well. Now of course, sometimes I do find peace in storms if they're not that bad. Some will help me sleep at night and wake me up with a bright sun in the morning.
While I finished up dinner waiting for Chunkz to get home, I heard a loud bang of lightning hitting the outside ground which made me jump. That's when my heart started beating faster and my breaths became shorter. My body started subconsciously shaking and I started feeling light headed. All the sudden, I felt Chunkz' arms wrap around me while he calmed me down.
He instructed on some breathing techniques that I taught him to do if I ever fell into a panic attack trance. I calmed down with my hand in his and he slowly caressed his other hand on my back. "Everything is okay my love," he said to me while my breathing calmed down to a normal state. "Thank you baby," I said while smiling and kissing his cheek with his arms still around me.
"Wait," I said in confusion, "when did you get here?" I said with my eyebrows furrowed. "Right before the loud bang from lightning, glad I came in when I did though," he said back before kissing my cheek and smiling. I nodded and we sat at the table together to eat dinner. After dinner, we went back to our room and he kept his arms wrapped around me the whole night while reassuring to me that it would be okay.
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I hope y'all liked this even though it was kind've short.. i'm eating yogurt right now but anyways love y'all😘😘!!
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