3 a.m Nightmares

our history.

Remember me as I was

Beautiful, carefree, selfish

Remember me laughing at

Your dirty jokes, your "too" ripped jeans, your jealousy

Remember me as we argued

Loud, destructive, masochists

Remember me smiling at

Your love letters, the way you danced, your pout

Remember me as we loved

First, blindly, last

Remember the fools that we were

Remember the rain,

Remember the parking lots,

and don't you dare forget the pain

Remember me in the turtle neck you loved

Remember the black ink on wasted trees

Remember we never gave a fuck

Always remember and never forget

We'll meet again one day

This time, we'll be ready for it.