[2ha x genderfluid reader] The Husky And The White Cat Shizun With Their Baobei

Chapter 6

"I completely don't comprehend you...How could you possibly be attracted to such a callous and ruthless bastard? Constantly taking his side over mine! Did you not even give a damn about the lacerations he gave me with his whip? Please, Shixiong Y/N, respond to me."

That was from Mo Ran's remarks, which you could still recall from your second prior existence. His tone was a mixture of desperation, betrayal, contempt, and perplexity. However, you ultimately chose not to respond to him. You have no idea how to react to it. Mo Ran was both correct and incorrect at the same moment. You didn't think about it since thinking about all those things made your brain hurt. The disappointment on his face will haunt you for the rest of your life.

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You ran into Shi Mei and Xue Meng when they were younger. They may be a year older than you physically, but you are older mentally than they are. This implies that you still must address them as "Shixiong." Even though Shi Mei seemed gentle and kind, you were wary of him since only you and he knew that all of it was a facade. You would not permit yourself to repeat the errors of the past. You and Shi Mei were very close in your previous existence since you believed that that was a second lifetime.

You recalled from your first life memories that Shi Mei in HIS second lifetime was a good person who had connected with Hua Binan, who in HIS first life was also Shi Mei. In HIS second incarnation, Shi Mei ultimately contributed to Chu Wanning's escape from Hua Binan's control. You ultimately let your defenses down because of this. That was a grave error. Even though you made an effort to hide it from Shi Mei, it seems that he eventually discovered it.

"Shidi, did I did something wrong?" You would have been duped if it weren't for the knowledge of his actual nature, since it seemed rather innocent. "Shixiong, nothing. All I need is a little time to adjust to the new environment." This cannot be lost. At least not once more...

It was the same with you and Xue Meng. It was the same, at least to you. Affectionate. There's no need for you to exercise caution around him. You and Xue Meng were compelled to work together in your previous existence to overthrow Taxian-Jun's brutal regime. Xue Meng never stops watching over you and preparing you for any eventual death battle; in fact, Xue Meng even tried to persuade you that you aren't capable of fighting Taxian-Jun at all. Even though you are certain that he simply has your best interests in mind and didn't mean any harm, you ultimately chose not to tell him about your attempts to save Chu Wanning. You decide to keep that information to yourself because you did not want him to die. It was way too early for him to die.

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As your shidi, Mo Ran has been lavishing you with care ever since his arrival. similar to your previous double existence. You pondered whether you could be more kind to Mo Ran than normal in order to lessen the Flower of Everlasting Hatred's impending impacts. Perhaps Mo Ran wouldn't have chosen the path of the merciless and icy Taxian-Jun if you had been kinder to him. Or maybe he would have gone that way anyhow, but he might be grateful for your earlier generosity and give you a favor. "Look at this f/c flower that I gathered, Shixiong Y/N. Are you fond of it?